you should read a story by ILoveGirAndMCRDuh called Amy (Please read this its true). its a true story about her friend who commited suicide. it shows what affect it has on everyone who knows you.
Suicide isn't a good thing. I think about it all the time, it's okay 'cause I know a lot of people who do the same. Just don't ever actually ever do it. That's not so good.