Same here. Nobody understands. My brother laughed in my face and called (all the the bands I like) such horrible names. I punched him in the stomach. People said, "Why do you care so much. You didn't even know him, personally." I'd get bad and yelled," He's the best drummer. Ever. I have the right to act like this." Yeah, he drank alot and did some form of drug back in the day but I don't know if he still did them.
Yeah, sorry such a long and pointless comment.