I understand what you're going through and it's okay to cry. Reading your post made me cry because I too had to put my cat Smokey to sleep on January 12th. I was lucky enough to spend 14 years with her. The last couple of weeks have been difficult, but I find looking at old pictures and remember the good times has helped. Hopefully your writing helps you.
January 27th, 2011 at 05:33pm