i needed to vent. - Comments

thank you. it is unhealthy. really unhealthy. he is like a plague. terrible to have, but once you have it you can't get rid of it.

Oh goodness I know how this feels....

I really love how this was written, even though it's a journal. Haha(: you don't want sympathy or someone to pity you, you just want him. :/ no offense but the relationship sounds kind of unhealthy.