I only have one story up that I havn't worked on in months, so don;t feel bad. Life is stressful at times but don't let it get the best of you. As bad as things may seem they can always be worse. Try concentrating on the good times. Those "friends" of yours that don't support you don't really sound like friends. I know we don;t know eachother but, you can message me if you want to talk :)