Well my friend, I am sorry to hear about this. I know what it's like to have someoen you love leave you. The only advice I can give you is to let the tears fall, that and time will heal the wounds in your heart. Remember there are those out there that care and love you. I know this advice may not seem helpful and pointless to you but hang in there and hold on. Things will get better. Hold on to hope, things will get better.