you know ive felt ike that ive self harmed and was about to commit suicide ive been scarred since i was 10 and i feel disgusted with myself the hate consuming me but then i look at my mother and my sibling who i love so much i can't leave them behind although sometimes i wish i did because it's be better on them. the one person i trusted left me 3 years ago i wasn't sociable i did however started to focus on positive things in life and just keep repeating to my self that when i grow up i'm going to help people like me my dream is to be a social worker. oh another thing that helped me was listening to my music which helped me and writing stories and reading books as i ahetd my reality so much but just know there are other people like you and that your not alone although i i don;t know whats going on im just sharing my pov
February 5th, 2012 at 10:48pm
