Can I get off this rollarcoaster now please? - Comments

Unfortunately I wont be very good at motivating you because I feel the exact same way, but if you ever need a friend to talk to I'm here and willing to listen. Just try and keep you head up, I find it comes easier when you aren't looking for it.
Rae

Try to think positively, maybe focus on something else. You're only young and the right person will come along some time.