Memories. - Comments

@ DarkestStorm
Even if it is, what's the point of finding out? If I die tomorrow because of some freak accident, it would be just as well. I would have never known it was coming, just as if I don't find out that there's something seriously wrong with me.

@ Fun.Ghoul
True. I waa just thinking something could be wrong.

@ DarkestStorm
That's what everyone says. But I live in my own world half the time, so there's really no point. I could, but then they might try and get me into reality, and there's no fun in that. :)

@ Fun.Ghoul
Yeah.You might want to get that checked out.

@ DarkestStorm
Yeah, it's a weird feeling. Especially when people are talking about the past and they ask me questions and I have to nod and fake along. Not that I'm not use to faking things like that, but still. It's like yeah I remember nothing.

The reason I was trying to remember today, was because I realized I've been having weird tics in my legs, and my neck has them sometimes too. I was trying to think back on how long I've been doing it and I can't really remember. So then I'm like well what's the last thing I remember, and yeah. This blog came out of over thinking and confusion. Ha.

I thought I was the only one.

I have the same problem with my childhood issues, I don't remember anything before eight or nine. Anything I "remember" before then I'm scared tp talk abouy because I think it's fake snce that's happened before. I only know I did certain things because I've been told I have from my parents.

Not knowing things from a few years is even weirder though.