I'm Having Massive Anxiety Over a Year Old Event, and Maybe I Need Some Advice - Comments

Hang in there, hon. Remember that these feelings will pass.

@ pocahontas.
Thank you. B can sometimes be difficult in his support.

I think if you just talk to him about what's going on right now and tell him that you were too anxious to bring it up the first time round that he'll understand. Anxiety is the worst thing, but true friends are super caring. I don't know if you believe in crystal healing or anything "witchcraft-y" but hematite or black tourmaline (grounding stones) are really good for dissociation. I hope you'll feel better