Just a Little Rant About My Life - Comments

@ Guilty As Charged
Thank you! It definitely isn't, and I think that's one of my main goals is to look back and reflect a lot this year.
So thank you.

@ Divided
Thank you so much for your response, didn't mean for anyone to respond, I'm used to keep it bottling it all up, but I'll be taking your advice on, I think it's passed time and starting to take advice from others.
Thank you.

Being alone isn't so bad. Sometimes we need a little time to reflect on ourselves, I hope everything gets better for you. :]

Don't give up. Keep searching for a happy place, no matter where or what it is - as long as it works for you. My happy place at a previous place of work used to be the bathroom!

I'll let you in on a little secret: I used to have mini breakdowns in the bathroom to get all of the negative emotions out of my system. Then I'd plaster a smile on my face, wipe my eyes and re-enter the world of work as if I'm as normal as can be.

Although that helped me, what really helped was having someone to talk to about my problems.
I think that connecting to someone and having a little rant about what's preying on your mind can help you to move on. A family member, a close friend, or even a counsellor. Whichever works best for you.

Hope you feel better soon. Seek help if you need it.