I'm doing this thing about self harm in school. - Comments

I am not so good at this
I didn;t even know this excisted but in 4th grade my grandfather had died and the only thing i could let my self feel was to bleed. i stoped cause it didn't feel right. then one day i started junior high and this guy that was my best friend my life my crutch killed himself then i couldn't take it. I changed didn't talk to people then i remmebered that when i would cut i would get this natrual high feel. so i started with a pencil thenled to a blade. i did it till i would pass out. Non of my friends noticed. Now in 10th grade I still need it to survive. sometimes i want to scream and tell my friends but what would they think? the sad thing is i do cut just because sometimes.........this is my first time i have told anybody

i do what the ze-cookie-fairy does sometimes
not as recent as I used to.
I almost felt like killing myself one day.
I won't say Green Day saved me, but they did give me a purpose for life.
I mean, they weren't the only thing I considered, but being obsessed they were the majority of what I considered before I planned on doing it, and they mostly stopped me...=]

I've scratched my arms until they've bled a couple of times. It started this year, which was the year I started high school. The pressure keeps driving me insane and I constantly feel I'm failing everything. I hold myself to a high standard and when I disappoint myself it hits hard. So then... well, I scratch myself with bits of broken plastic. I'm too scared to litrally "cut"... but scratching... well... it makes me feel more in control.

In truth, sometimes I wish someone would just notice and force me to stop.

sometimes i scratch my arm until it bleeds or cut with scissors or bite my hand like katerade
i just can't handle things it helps
and when someone asks about it i say it was my cat for cuts and a skateboard for the scratch-scapes
diddo half habit, half need

I don't cut, but I do self harm by biting my knuckles until they bleed. I do it becuase I have a short fuse and have to get my anger out some other way than breaking something. And I do it on my knuckles becuase it doesn't hurt as much as any other place on my body. and you can do it without being caught, too. I have a would oon one of my knuckles from it, but I just tell my mom it's a skateboard wound...and like Rinjii said, it's half habit, half need.

Thank you <3 ^_^

I have a story.
I harm myself because I feel its the only way I can channel my anger and pain in a way I wont get myself into trouble. I do it because Its half habit, and half need. My family and social life influences it (trouble within family, friends ditching me) and mainly lonelyness. It feels like its the only way out of the world. .... tis sad, I know.