im like the same way and ive been told to go talk to someone but i really dont want to..Im the same way i can be the happiest person one minute and the next i can be the saddest..
I'm not a psychiatrist but I do know a thing or two about bipolar. I suggest you look into Borderline Personality Disorder because those mood swings can happen quickly while Bipolar moods usually last longer than "a second."
Well, you cannot control it, so you're better off seeking help before you hurt yourself or someone around you. Most likely you are going through what every normal teenager goes through. Mood swings are a normal part of growing up and they can often be extreme. Most people have suicidal thoughts once in their lives. Don't try to control it, if you honestly believe 100% you have bi-polar disorder, go to your parents. It's the best thing you can do for yourself and others. I hope I helped some how :)
I don't think anyone here has a degree in psychiatry. Honestly, if you want to know, you have to see a psychiatrist or some sort of doctor. Being bi-polar is not something that one can just deal with. It's an imbalance in your brain- there's nothing that can be done other than take medications to self-regulate the chemicals to make sure they're properly balanced.
But if you truly believe you have bi-polar disorder, go talk to a doctor. No one can help you here.
I'm the exact same way. I'm pretty sure I have bi-polar. One minture I'm dancing and hyper abd the next minute, I'm crying and thinking all these horrible thoughts about suicide and cutting myself. I use to be a cutter, but I'm slowly learning that self harm is not the way out. I started writing poems, and all that stuff. But I do cry a lot. But I'm here if you need any help at all. =)