Crushed

That's how I feel. You're probably thinking 'Oh what, a boy? Friends?' I wish.
My dog. My dog died last Thursday, probably one of the worst days of my life.

If you've never had a dog, you're probably thinking 'What, just a dog? That's it?'

Dogs are a part of the family, more so than any other animal in my opinion... I've had Ellie since I was 2 years old, and I miss her so, so damn much.
The house feels quiet, and sad, and my mum hasn't even been able to walk through the room where her bed used to be yet.

My mum's upstairs crying right now, and I've been up there, crying with her. But now I just don't know what to do. I don't want to cry anymore, and I don't know what to do or how to act. When will it get better for everyone? My whole family's just... sad.
My nanny showed me an adorable picture of her last night, and as soon as I was in my room alone, I just burst into tears, and cried myself to sleep.

All I have to console myself is that she had a long, and happy life, and I'm glad that I had the chance to say good bye to her.

Love you and miss you baby.