Yes, maybe,no

It's like this. I don't know what kind of feeling this is. I'm usually at my naive state of mind until something finally strucked me.

"Is he flirting with me all those times? and that I really didn't notice it at all?"

Okay, I don't quite sure where that statement really came from but....that's my intuition.
The reason, okay, reasons how I came up with that conclusion is because:

1. he's sweet. ( But, what if that's how he really is?)
2. He checks on me.( Like, how are you? have you eaten yet? have you gotten home yet?)
3.He explains everything to me even if I really don't care at all.(I don't really like her because....I'm so sorry, please forgive me.)
4. He wants me to check on him too.( though, I really don't quite do this)

But I can't possibly get ahead of his decision. We are not "IN" to each other and I have no plans of sharing intimacy with him. No way. It'll break my promise to myself. And, as I have said, I can't possibly go ahead with him It's still up to him but if ever he really wanted to court me....
I don't know what I would tell him....yes, maybe, no?
June 22nd, 2009 at 08:32am