I just don't know anymore.

So, I'm 14 years old and I just started my first year of high school. I go to a catholic all girls school and I just can't understand why these girls are so obsessed with boys and dates and what they think is true love. I wish they could understand that the "relationship" that they are in now probably won't last another week. They don't take love seriously and they don't understand its not a game.

I'm also just really confused about all this sex stuff. I plan on being chaste until I'm married but its really hard to stand my ground when everyone has their own opinion on sex and some people claim that they've already had sex. Its hard to know what to think or how to feel when you're being bombarded with all this stuff. Sometimes I feel weird because I have a different view on things than other people. It makes me question what I believe in and right now at this point in my life I'm really confused.

High school is really confusing.
November 8th, 2009 at 05:53pm