A Little About Life

So lately I've been thinking about life. You know living and dying. And it scares me, who really knows what's after death??? I don't think I'm the only one scared of dying, but it feels like it. I've never really said stuff like this out loud because I'm afraid people might think I'm weird. But all depressing thoughts aside, I'm starting to think about my life. And how I'm living it. I realize there is a lot that I am missing out on, and those are the things I'm trying to do. I tend to be the weird kid who's never invited to parties and dwells in books and writing. So I'm putting myself out there and trying to be me. And this was really a pointless topic..........