Words hurt

So, today my parents read some photo thing to me. I didn't understand it. And my dad said "No wonder you failed your English class." I wonder if he realizes how much that hurt. How much it still hurts. I wonder if he realizes it makes me feel like I am worthless and won't be able to pass my English make up class. That I won't be able to graduate. I wonder if he realizes how deep the pain really goes. He probably doesn't realize how it brings up this deep ache, one that grows and spreads and leaves me with the feeling that it won't go away until I cut. I haven't cut in a REALLY long time, and I don't want to, but I just want this pain to go away....