Abuser Be Gone

Today I saw my abuser.
I was walking into Fazolis and I grazed her presents and stared at the familiar hairline. For two years I dealt with a person who lied to me, who cheated on me consistently, and who made me feel like I was not good enough. I spent countless nights crying myself to sleep and I was on the brink of suicide from the emotional abuse.Today was different. Today I realized for the first time something amazing; I am free.

I chuckled as I realized it. I realized she didn’t matter anymore. I realized for the first time in almost 4 years how blissful I felt about myself. I was free of her. I was free of the bullying, the crying, and of her fabricated stories once and for all. I am a different individual than before. I am my full a hundred percent femine glory that I wouldn’t of fathomed I’d be. I may not be completely where I want to be but I am better than where I was. I am happy. I am so free.

-Tee
March 25th, 2019 at 06:00am