I feel like dying

Right now i feel like crying dying and screaming all at the same time

i'll try to explain
Kyle

kyle is in most of my classes. everyday he hurts me emotionally. he whistpers in my ear
"emo"
or
"goth" and he makes motions like he is cutting his wrists. then he says emo or goth or go cut yourself out loud. people always laugh after he says that. wow hes a freakin comedian.(sp)
he put a peice of glass on my desk and said
here use something clean
then walked away. people were laughing as i ran out of the room. i went into the bathroom and cried. my teacher went looking for me but she didnt look in the bathroom. she doesnt know what kyle does to me. i re-did my eye liner and went back to class my teacher was gone to kyle took the opertunity to torment me in front of the class. he walked around my desk and started saying
emo
and
goth
and stuff like that. people were laughing and kyle blocked me so i couldnt leave. he started saying .
why are you leave? to cut yourself?
the bell rang and i have never ran away faster. i go through that everyday and usuall people dont even notice i have left.

Tristen

tristen isnt as bad. in class he doesnt really talk to me and he doesnt really laugh when his friend kyle picks on me. but after school he is horrible.his friends are the popular people. they all hate "emos" after school if i walk by him he just goes
emo
or
goth
once after school i was walking 10 feet away from a door and he walked out with two other "preppy" people and hen said
hey emo where are you going? to cut yourself
then his friends started snickering and he talked again
hey emo i asked you where you are going tell me
and i said
dont talk to me just leave me alone
with my eyes watering he replied with a insult
oh you gonna cry emo cant handle a little truth? why dont you just go home and cut yourself you discust me
i just ran away i hid in my room and cried i hope you understand why i hate these two people now. i wont change because of them. i know this is weird but ever time they pick on me i tihnk of suicide. its my way out my way to something better. etheir that or i will move away from everything and everyone except ashley my bff and ever and ever. i will never think of tristen or kyle or my parents again. i hope i move really soon.