I hate my life so much... all because of not getting one persons attention.

Sometimes when I think about it.
I find out that I'm really fucking fake.
I hide from love at times.
I hide from feelings.
I hide from being scared.
Alone.
And I hide that I'm scared of being
Hated.
I hide alot of secret.
That I only told one person.
When they guy that is in love with me ask about it
I can't even tell him
because I'm ashamed of who I am
What I am
And what I have become...
I hate who I am alot sometimes
And it makes me sick that writing this
is starting to make me cry....