i'd like to be a professional body piercer but i'd also like to be a translator for kids at school or something. or maybe a german teacher. i'll figure it out one day.
I'm not good at anything. Nothing really appeals to me. I honestly have no idea what I want to do. Everything seems too hard and I'm just not that intelligent. It frustrates me how much my school emphasises on the idea that we have to know what we want to do. It seems like I'm never going to know what to do. I've been under the illusion that life is school and then just life, that the whole idea of going to a university or anything seems so far-fetched and impossible. I'm so afraid that I'll never amount to anything. Any time I have to think of the future, I stress, because it seriously seems like I have no future.
I want to be in a band full of people that have become my friend and tour the world gracing people with music and knowing that I've made them happy and that I've done what I wanted to do.
If that fails I want to wither be a photographer, chef or a music teacher :3
The music industry would be interesting. I've always been drawn to music and technology. I'd love to be a sound or guitar tech. I'd also love to be a band manager, but that's a long shot.
My ideal job is to be a Musical Actress... my DREAM job (and I say 'dream job' because I almost certainly won't get it because I'm not Puerto Rican) would be to play the part of Maria in West Side Story... those songs just fit my voice perfectly. Another ideal job would be to just be a singer songwriter, with some acting, some poetry, some designing, cooking or whatever thrown in. I guess really just to be able to live off what I love doing. Isn't that everyone's dream?