Anyone Want To Apologize?

I'm sorry Christian Averies that I wrote your family as so abusive and then continued said abuse and torment later on.
I'm sorry Lucas Andrews, that I made it so hard for you to let things go and be happy.
I'm sorry Alec Connors that I made you so intelligent without any real social interaction cues.

I put my characters through some crap, most things I've ever written i have no characters that have an easy life, so my bad. It won't change, but sorry nonetheless

Dan, I'm so sorry your parents are such pieces of shit that they abandoned you. Lee, I'm sorry your boyfriend is a cheating dickbag. Andy, I'm sorry you're gonna get beat up and I'm sorry I killed your twins. Tori, I'm sorry for your self-harm because you don't deserve that. Hayley, I'm sorry about... Everything. Josh, the car crash, the phone call. Devin, you don't even know what's coming and I'm sorry. Mostly, though, I'm sorry, Braden. Being raped and pregnant with your rapist's child isn't fair, and certainly not dragged out for 34000 words. So, so sorry.

Cody: I'm sorry I'm having such a hard time writing your story out. I'm trying, man, I really am. I'm sorry I made you a starving, desperate thief, infected and hurt and dying in the City of Steel. I'm sorry I made you a killer. I'm sorry you were made mute for your imagined crimes. I'm sorry I like to torture my characters.

dear alex,
i'm sorry for making you get stabbed and then letting you die in an alleyway.

dear jack,
i'm sorry for making you go to war (and also sorry to alex for making you endure jack's absence).

I'm so sorry Alan for making you a drug addict and then killing you via a heart attack. I swear I did my research right though.

Criticize The Lullaby:
I'm sorry to Austin for making Alan and insencitive un-knowing asshole for the beginning of this, your panic and anxiety attacks, your heart ache, and just idk everything else that's gonna end up happening to you.
I'm sorry to oli for inevitably breaking your heart later in this, it it has to happen for cashby to do its thing.
I'm sorry to Melanie because... Because i just... I am just so, so sorry for what's coming to you next, but you dont really need to be here after a while, youll get in the way of cashby too. Just know that im really sorry for that... Thing, (lol can't say because it isn't written yet but I mean hey) because you're a real nice girl. BUT WOW BUHBYE.
I AM SO SORRY TO ALAN THOUGH BECAUSE YOU'RE GOING TO ALMOST DIE AGAIN AND I DON'T WANT TO DO IT TO YOU (lol yes I do) BECAUSE YOU DON'T DESERVE ALL THAT SELF HARM BB D: I HATE WRITING YOU LIKE THIS. YOU ARE SO SAD AND DEPRESSED AND ANGRY IM SO SORRY I LOVE YOU.
~sorry to the rest of the band too though because you are just gonna be thrown in a slew into this oops, my bad...

Forgive Me Father:
I know none of it is written yet but I'm sorry to Alan for all the substance abuse and confusion in your head.
ALSO SORRY TO AUSTIN BECAUSE YOU'RE GOING TO HAVE A REALLY HARD TIME WITH YOUR FAITH AND EVENTUALLY YOU'LL END UP LEAVING IT FOR HIM OOPS.

I Can't Remember A Time Before This:
Alex. I am sorry for your abusive alcoholic father.
Alex's father, I'm sorry for that thing your wife did, but Alex is a good kid so I'm glad that thing happens and yeah then you're all whattevvah and stuff (can't say wow)
Jack, I'm sorry at you're gonna get beat up a lot by Ronnie and those jerk Mexicans that aren't really jerks because they turn out t be good sorry.
Also Alex I'm sorry that I just decided that that things gonna happen with you-know-who and yeah...

A Dream Of The Memory Of You:
Austin I'm sorry you killed yourself because Alan had a bad day and you made him mad and he said that thing to you.
Alan I'm more sorry to you though because of all the guilt and regret you're going to have and everything that happens in your downward spiral untill that one thing so.

One Shots:
I'm sorry for all the soon-to-happen badly written sex all of my characters are going to end up having so there's that too.

I really love all of you though and I'm glad you haven't gone through this stuff for real because I'd cry a lot.

To be honest I'm really sorry to the people who read and put up with my crap too though, because, like, I know I could be worse, and I know I haven't made rape happen in my storys yet, but I mean, it's bound to happen. so I apologize to you too~

Dear Hayley and Josh from Stay,

Hayley, I'm sorry your boyfriend cheated on you in your own bed and Josh, I'm sorry for making you feel helpless because you were all the way across the ocean when she needed you. But it's okay because in the end you guys found happiness with each other.

Dear Oli from Tell Him,

I'm so very sorry Hayley didn't accept your proposal and ended up choosing Josh over you.

JEMIMA I'M SORRY ASHTON HAS TO GO

Gregory, I am so sorry for what Lucille is about to put you through. It'll be a rollercoaster and I'm still not sure if you'll survive through it all to be reunited at the end. She always had problems with showing it, but she did love you at one point.

Johann, I'm sorry your brother was killed in action. I'm sorry you're being shipped out to pretty much replace him. I'm sorry for the damage the war will do to your resolve and I'm sorry that you'll probably never recover from what you see out there.

She had to go missing, Max. I know it hurts you and you're worried that when (and if) she comes back, she'll be a changed person - and maybe not for the better either - but it had to be done. She wouldn't have learned otherwise and besides, she's made of strong enough stuff. She'll survive it.

Trying to kill someone that important was really stupid, but I feel for you, Rebekah. You were just trying to do what you thought was right and with a warped world driving you to it, I almost feel angry at Castiel for putting you through so much because of an error in judgement. It's cruel, barbaric and I don't think I'm going to enjoy finishing your story at all.

I'm sorry, Whim. You're going to have to spend another year watching the kids you grew to appreciate slaughtered mercilessly at the hands of people their own age. Double the amount, too. I know you've seen enough blood to last you a lifetime first-hand, never mind on a screen, but as one singular person you can't overthrow Capitol rule and I'm sorry for that too. You'll just have to grin and bear it for another year.

I took away your parents, Nadia, then sent you to a city where you ended up falling into the wrong world so quickly. All you wanted was a job, and you ended up with a year of hell and sexual abuse. I'm so sorry for that, but you're going to meet Elena soon, and things in your life will turn around pretty quickly.

Colin, you got a job and a rented home in the city and you were ready to start a new life. I'm sorry for the discrimination that ended that dream and got you removed from the secure housing and job offers. I'm sorry for the parents that you couldn't go back to because their fear of your gender was greater than their love for you as their child. I apologise for the nights on park benches, and the gang who eventually used you for their dirty work because you were an easy target. You and Jeremy will get away from there soon though, and life will only get better.

Elena, I'm sorry for giving you an ego which caused you to fall into starvation and poverty. Going through school without a care and with total reliance on your powers is a terrible thing, but I could have at least given you an acceptance from one of the teams you had been trying so hard to join. Hang in there though, because pretty soon a black van and four young adults are going to change your life.

Jeremy and unnamed other girl, your stories aren't completely finished yet, but I know they're going to be miserable. Whatever horrors I throw at you, I apologise, but just get ready for that black van. There's a future waiting in there.

I'm sorry Hayley for making you choose between Josh and Oli and for Josh being such an ass and Oli for being self-centered but meaning well.

Sorry Tegan for fucking up your life, but you're not the only one. It's going to get worse and you're not going to have any idea what's happening, but I promise, it'll all sort itself out in the end.

Sorry Vex (named before I knew Vechs) that I dragged you from your home planet and dropped you onto Earth. You should have stayed a video game character. You should have never set foot on solid ground.

Sorry Vechs, that I made you hate Zisteau. Everyone loves Zisteau. I love Zisteau. You love Zisteau. Let's forget I ever made you hate Zisteau.

I'm sorry the Symon family for putting you through so much. I'm only on the planning stage, but every family members life is just so horrible and I apologize.

I'm sorry Aida because you'll get through something really hard in the future. I'll break your heart, crush it into pieces and you probably won't survive the pain. I apologize in advance.

I'm sorry.

p/s : My friend literally yelled at me when I told her what I'm planning on doing to you. So... I'm sorry again, Aida.

Alex, I'm so sorry that Meg left you and you almost fell apart because of it and that you thought she left you again. And Meg, I'm sorry you got your heart broken, making you scared to get close to anyone and that you thought Alex hated you for leaving.

I'm also really sorry that you guys were away from each other for a year.

Kevin, Cody, Stephanie, Elton, Keisha, Dakota - I'm sorry you're in such a crappy story right now. I'm a few chapters into heavily editing it all to hell and back, and soon I'll be reposting your saga here. Don't worry your pretty little 1999 heads, guys.

Ventri - Your life is going to suck hard. I'm sorry.
Java - Yours is too, but at least you get something out of it.
Fyra - Sorry you exist.

Collier - Sorry I deleted you. I'll bring you back.

Arkas - You too. I have to figure out what to do with you before I bring you back around.

Hey, Mary, sorry I started off the story by telling the readers that you're going to die so they're going to spend all their time trying not to get attached to you, which means that (in Pokemon terms) every move you make to be likeable is not very effective.

To Claire, sorry for your childhood but you're gonna turn out ok.

Mariah, yeah sorry for everything but you're a brat.

And nameless guys (who are practically the same) in Do Men Cry? and Beautiful Stranger and Not Over You, sorry for ruining all your chances at love.

dear yooki, i'm sorry for killing your father & making your mother a selfish person that sends you to spend time with your aunt in south korea. i'm sorry for all the things i have planned for you in the future too...

dear raven, i'm sorry for making you a heartless assassin & restarting your story three times bc i want to make you perfect. i'm sorry you can't stay with yifan & your relationship//friendship with yunho goes to hell

dear ji hye, sorry that changmin was such a bitch to you in wicked. i mean, he's dead now, but i'm sorry he played you

dear yeju, i'm sorry for all the torture you're going through. i hope you'll forgive me

dear jay, i'm sorry that you see things bc of a sixth sense & get tortured by gohn. jenissi will save you, i promise

Dear Jeremy,
I'm sorry for kinda cutting your adventure short. To be honest, you felt too similar to Charlie from The Perks of Being a Wallflower, and I just didn't feel original writing you. Nothing personal, I promise. Plus you looked a lot like Mikey from Bus in my head, so I wasn't really feelin' that, either. I'd love to have you hang out in another story sometime, though. Just holler at me if you feel like making a cameo.

Dear Alana,
I don't narrate from a girl's point of view very often. Hell, the last time I did it was when I wrote Soria Girl, I think, and so that's pretty horrible of me and I feel like a terrible person for that. It took me a little while to get a grasp on who you are and how I could relate to you, but I've found that you're actually not nearly as boring as you let on. I wish you luck in the rest of your high school endeavors, girl.

Dear Julian,
Okay, first of all, I'm sorry for leaving Who Knows, Who Cares to rot in my writing folder for so long, since you hadn't even made an appearance yet. I just lost interest before you showed up, but when I started back up again, you definitely grew to become one of my favorites. You're a dork with a heart of gold, and I definitely feel you on the whole "I wanna make people happy" thing you've got going on.

Love & kittens,
Kelly