What's bugging you today?

No working computer, my dad said i would be single the rest of my life, breakout, my ex just texted me.
FML RIGHT?

My "Friend" Is starting To piss me off; Just a bit.


She won't stop copying me;
Not to mention everybody Else.
She has horrible Anger issues,
& Is just plain getting Annoying.
She treats all of her Family like Shit...
Does stupid things just for Attention,
And Has seemed to completely Lose the Person She used to Be.
I just don't even want to be around her anymore.

I wish she Never would've Changed.

Did I mention she threatened to Kill 2 of My Best Friends?
She used to be One of them...
Ever since the 2nd Grade.
But Nothing Lasts Forever.
Sometimes you have to accept change.
I Just don't think this change is going to fit into my life...
Her behavior is a bit extreme;
And I don't want to put that on myself.

The fact that my brother got kicked out of my dad's apartment
But the bigger thing that's pissing me off is: one of them is lying.
My sister told me that my brother told her, "Dad kicked me out of the house saying, 'If you don't respect the way I live, then you can get out.'"
But today, when I visited my dad, he said, "No, I didn't kick your brother out. I just got pissed at him."

So I don't know who the hell I'm supposed to believe.
And I'm supposed to just appear all smiley to everyone :cute:

I'm also worried about my brother because I haven't seen him in 3 days, and I heard he's just crashing with random friends. I don't like the idea, because some of his friends aren't reliable.

God, help me.

The fact that I might get some punishment tomorrow in school. Wth.

I'm scared that two of my friends will be angry at me. One, because we didn't ask her out last night and the other, for the same reason and also because the laddie she fancies was there. I didn't ask the first one because I was too busy getting ready, I thought the person I was going uptown with might ask her. I didn't ask the other one because she had another friend at her house.

I really hate people sometimes.

My dad acting like everything's fine. He always does it.

Feeling exhausted when first day of school is tomorrow.

Today could possibly be the last time I see my ex boyfriend. I don't feel like I'll ever be over him, and if I'm ever going to attempt to start seeing other people, he has to be out of my life. It hurts more than anything, but it has to be done. I'll miss him...so much.

I have the passion, but the skills are not working through my fingers today. The structure of the face is not right. The porportion is out of place. The line quality has degraded.

What is wrong with me?

Why can I not draw?
(Why can I not breathe?)

The fact that it's one am, I can't sleep and I have school tomorrow so I need sleep. :finger:

The fact that I panic about every single little thing. I need to get a fucking grip.

I finally, finally decided to get out of the house today. For the first time on my own, in a long time. I usually just chill at home like a pathetic little loner, but today I said, "Hey. Maybe I'll go up to the pool to see Calvin, and Annie."

So I get up there, and Cecily goes, "Oh, sorry. You can't get in because you aren't a member, and no one can come in when it's raining."

It was raining, but hey- everyone and their mother knew it was passing in like, 5 minutes. And look at that... it passed in two minutes.

So I'm sitting at home. All bummed, and crap. Then I text Calvin, "Can't get in without a member." A couple minutes later he says "You can get in free with any of the workers here." And here's what pisses me off: Cecily was a worker. She could've just let me in. But no.

Heck, so, I'm sitting there at home still, and I tell Calvin I'll just text Annie to see if I can get in with her, since she works there. I text her. I text her 10 minutes later. I text her an hour later. No flipping replies.

And then Calvin never cares to text me, saying I could just get in with him if I wanted to. Since he works there, too. Or even to just ask if I was coming back at all.

So basically, I'm sitting here alone, again. Dreading school tomorrow, and knowing that people I consider "friends" don't really care to see me anyway.
It's nice to know I annoy people, it really is. Heck, I'm probably annoying people right now, just by typing this stupid rant.

Whatever. I just needed to get it out. Not that it helped- but oh well.

Everything.

Mostly, myself.

It's Sunday.
Sunday = no post.
No post = no school schedule.
No school schedule = anger and frustration.

My mother repeatedly telling me I'm irresponsible... just because I forgot to do the dishes.

The way my mother nit picks at every last thing about me. Then goes on to acuse me of being a bad kid and insults me until someone else comes along for her to direct her attention to.

My overall aperance.

I have no air conditioning in the new house and my room is probably seventy degrees.

Driving argh! its bugging me cause my dad didnt teach me properly and now i have to learn it over again

People and writer's block.