If You Really Knew Me

If you really knew me you would know I am about to bawl my eyes out.

If you really knew me, you'd know that I annoy myself than anyone else in the world and that I absolutely hate my personality.

If you really knew me, you would know I am more often dying to listen to all of you talk about yourselves than say anything about myself.

If you really knew me, you'd regret it.

If you really knew me you would know getting messages on here or tumblr makes my day, as does getting photo comments, story comments, or profile comments on here.

(I love that show!)

If you really knew me you'd know that I would come home every day from school and cry.

fiendfyre.:

If you really knew me, you'd regret it.

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if you really knew me, you'd know how easily excited i get over things that aren't even that interesting, but something about them just makes my day.

If you really knew me, you'd know that I'm over weight and I have no self confidence at all which leads to the fact I used to cut.

Airplane Airplane.:

If you really knew me, you'd know that I'm over weight and I have no self confidence at all which leads to the fact I used to cut.

You are not over-weight! D:

If you really knew me you would know I`m really tall.

Actually I am. About 60 or 70 pounds over weight...actually I've been losing weight for a while so... around 50 or 60.

If you really knew me, you'd know that I grew up in the ghetto and that I'm not the sweet country girl everyone thinks I am. I'm a straight up ghetto girl and I'm proud to be black.

If you really knw me, you'd know that I would follow my boyfriend everywhere.

Don`t look it to me, love.

If you really knew me, you would know I lived in the ghetto until I was eight.

Yeah really, you're gorgeous.

If you really knew me you'd know I don't have any self esteem.

If you really knew me you would know I have a lying problem.

If you really knew me you'd know that I feel like I can only trust three people.

If you really knew me you would know I hate summer because there is no where to hide cuts since I wear a bikini.

If you really knew me, you'd know my father died when I was seven.

If you really knew me you would know the strange things that went on with me and this boy I call my cousin
and the things that were intended to go on

If you really knew me, you'd know I have tons of best friends, but only one of them knows everything about me.

If you really knew me, you'd know that I lost my best friend this year.