One More Time... One Last Time

@ XxLithiumWingsxX

Madden whimpered faintly. "It's okay," he whispered. He felt worthless, though, and dirty. Why would Collin still want to be his boyfriend now? He had almost been raped, which he thought as a sign that he didn't meant anything, that he wasn't special or loved.

@ JurassicLover

Collin could tell that he was disappointed with himself, but it wasn't like he could dive right back into sex after almost being raped. "Madden, don't worry about it... I can wait until you're better." He gave his hand a light squeeze not wanting Madden to believe that he would leave him over something petty like that.

@ XxLithiumWingsxX

Madden hesitantly scooted a bit closer and fell asleep beside Collin. The male was exhausted, but he hadn't wanted to sleep for fear Collin wouldn't be there when he woke.

@ JurassicLover

Collin just leaned his head back against the pillow, relaxing with Madden who eventually fell asleep. Later that night, there would be another party that he would go to.. Maybe Madden wouldn't be too upset with him.

@ XxLithiumWingsxX

Madden woke up about an hour before the pastry was supposed to start. He didn't know about it, though. "C-Collin?"

@ JurassicLover

Collin had taken a shower while he was waiting for Madden to wake up. Running his hair through a towel, he peaked his head out from the bathroom,"Yeah?"

@ XxLithiumWingsxX

Madden whimpered, realizing what was going on. "You're leaving me..." His eyes widened and he his his face in his pillow.

@ JurassicLover

"What are you talking about?" Collin frowned slightly as he pushed through the door and stepped into his bedroom. Sure, he wanted to go to a party later tonight but.. Madden could come, too, if he wanted.

@ XxLithiumWingsxX

Madden wiped his eyes, sniffling. "You're going to another party, and..." His voice cracked and he got up from the bed, moving into the bathroom.

@ JurassicLover

Collin placed a hand onto the back of his neck since he had found out. "You can come with me, if you want.." He trailed off, knowing that Madden wasn't happy.

@ XxLithiumWingsxX

Madden nodded after a moment. "Okay," he breathed and stepped inside the shower. He wanted Collin to be happy.

@ JurassicLover

He closed the door to the bathroom behind Madden with a sigh. The last thing that he needed was something to happen again like this morning. Collin just needed to keep him close by.

@ XxLithiumWingsxX

Madden showered and clad himself in a towel before going to find clothes to wear. He sniffled, wishing Collin hadn't wanted to go.

@ JurassicLover

Collin was sitting down on the bed, flipping through some random magazine that Madden had laying around. "Almost ready to go?" He asked as he came out in the towel.

@ XxLithiumWingsxX

Madden got dressed in loose clothes, as so to hide his body frame and nodded. "I'm ready," he whispered.

@ JurassicLover

It was painfully obvious that Madden didn't want to go to the party, but Collin wanted to live his high school life. When he went to college, he wouldn't be able to see any of those people anymore. "Alright, let's go then." He stated while standing up with the car keys in hand.

@ XxLithiumWingsxX

Madden followed Collin out to the car. He shivered lightly as he got in. He could only hope Collin wouldn't get too drunk.

@ JurassicLover

Collin turned on the car before backing out of the driveway, glancing over at Madden. It only took about ten minutes to get to the party which was already in full swing.

@ XxLithiumWingsxX

Madden whimpered faintly, but followed Collin into the house the party was. His eyes were wide slightly, and he held onto Collin's hand tightly. "Who invites him here?" he heard someone ask loudly, knowing it was about him.

@ JurassicLover

Walking inside of the house, he heard the loud comment that a female voice asked. Collin turned to face the girl, or whoever it was in that general direction, with a frown,"He's here with me, okay? If you got a problem, you can go to the next party cause he isn't going anywhere."