You're Worse Than Nicotine.

Selena had just gotten out of class, she was headed to her therapist's office, she had so much to tell him, or not. Truth be told, she was attracted to him, but there was subtle way of letting him know about it. She often wanted to tell him about her fantasies about him, a lot of them involved her naked on his desk, she chuckled. She had never been that opened with him, not yet. Selena started going to a therapist after she been sexually assaulted by one of her classmates; it had been six months ago and she felt like she was getting better. She was, except now Selena was having problems getting her mind away from her therapist. Selena walked into the building and smiled as she walked to the elevator she bit her lip as she was headed to the third floor. Selena handed the secretary her note and noticed Tyler, Dr. Williams was with another patient. Selena sat in the waiting room humming to herself quietly.

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Dr. Nickels was sitting in his chair listening to one of his patients ramble on about how adult life was boring and full of misery, he just simply looked at his clock every few minutes. He still had forty five minutes before Anna came in. Just thinking about it made him smile, he knew it was very wrong of him, not only was she his patient but was a minor as well. Connor looked over at his client, "how does that make you look at everything different? has it changed your perspective?" he asked him. Forty minutes passed and he was picking up his things, "Charles, we've made quite the progress today, we can discuss more on Thursday, now, I've got to get ready for my next patient"

Dr. Williams sat in his last appointment before she came in. Selena. It was more than wrong. She was his patient - which was bad enough, and then she was a minor. If anyone found out he would probably be arrested - he would probably be completely disgraced as a therapist. It was just terrible. For some reason, he was just attracted to her. He liked talking to her... It was bad. During his last appointment, he couldn't keep his eyes off of the couch. He would look over and then count down the minutes. He usually liked his job - but recently everything had been boring except for being with her. He was just happy when it was over and then he sat back, pulling out her file and getting ready for her.

Anna couldn't wait until her last class was over. It meant that she was going over to his office. It was nice. She couldn't help it - she was attracted to her therapist. She assumed it happened from the fact that she had been sexually assaulted. She had been attacked walking home from a night event one night and to help her "recover" her parents had taken her to a therapist. Now she couldn't get these terrible fantasies out of her mind.

Selena walked right into Dr. Williams' office and smiled widely at him, "so, I've got loads of questions to ask you, I know you usually do the questions but I figured, maybe a change isn't too bad, oh hi by the way" she laughed quietly taking a seat in the love seat. "So, school was the same.. are we do.. I need to wait for you? sorry, I've been getting carried away lately haven't I?" she bit her lip nervously and watched as Tyler took his seat.

Dr. Nickels gathered Anna's file and walked around and fixed some things that were out of place, he looked up when he heard his door creak open. "Come on in, Anna" he smiled and looked back at his clipboard, he felt like she was progressing. In his mind all he could think of was, how beautiful the girl was. It was wrong, hell, it was illegal, both professional and unprofessionally. She was a minor after all, but he couldn't help it, something about her made him think of unspeakable things.

Dr. Williams chuckled. The very instant that she came in, she started spewing out things. He liked that about her. She was confident - and she was confident in such a way that it was sexy. He sat back in his chair and smiled as he let her get comfortable. "Hi Selena, how are you?" He asked, though he knew she was barely going to respond since she apparently had so much to talk about. "Yes you have, Selena - but it's quite alright. Tell me, what are you so seemingly excited for?" He asked.

Anna smiled as she walked in - or rather, tried to strut in. She wanted to impress him. He might've been a little older, but he was too sexy... It should've been wrong for a guy to be that sexy! "Good afternoon, Dr. Nickels!" She said, though in her head she had this image of moaning his first name - it was hot... And wrong. "How are you today? I've actually got a lot to talk about today!" She said with a smile. All good things - though sometimes she wished she could just tell him of her fantasies.

Selena laughed and shook her head, "I know, I'm really talkative today," she bit her lip nervously, " I just have a lot on my mind about someone I've been thinking about, he's been on my mind a lot and I can't seem to stop thinking about him," she looked at him and smiled nervously. She wasn't sure how to tell him, it'd be really weird.

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Dr Nickels looked up and smiled at Anna, "hi Anna, I'm doing fine, thanks and how are you?" he chuckled as he watched her walk, "oh is that so? well, we've got an hour so talk away if you'd like" he walked over and took a seat in his chair, after closing the door.

Dr. Williams heard her start to talk and smiled - but the smile slowly faded. This was the problem with falling for his patients. There was a guy - that she couldn't get her mind off or. He wasn't supposed to be attached, yet he was. It was bad. "Oh really?" He said through clenched teeth. "And what is this guy like?"

Anna smiled at him and nodded her head. "I'm good!" Only because she got to see him... It always made the day better when she got to see him and she smiled. "Yes - so there's this guy... An amazing guy..." She crossed her legs, biting her lip slightly as some of the fantasies came back to surface. "Is it normal to want a guy so badly?"

Selena bit her lip, "that's the problem, I shouldn't even be attracted to this person, because it's ... I can't help it, they make me feel safe and I see him every day and I just want to bone him so bad and I know it's really bad" she continued rambling. "It's hot," she breathed taking her striped swear off revealing a black and white striped tank top, that you could see through, her purple bra was clearly visible. "If I tell you, you won't tell my parents right? he's about fifteen years older than me.."

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Dr. Nickels smiled, "that's good" he tried his best not to frown when she mentioned someone in her life, he wasn't supposed to get attached. It was morally wrong and knew he shouldn't have had feelings for his patient, and a minor at that. Dr. Nickels looked at Anna and nodded, "sure, especially at your age, you're going through a lot, I'm slightly surprised because of what happened earlier this year though" he didn't want to bring anymore up. "What's on yur mind? this boy must be really special to have you all ruffled up like that" he said, forcing a smile out.

Dr. Williams wanted to stop listening - but at the same point he was interested in finding out who was better than him to steal her heart! It was such a wrong thought and he forced a smile to hide the grimace that was below the skin. When she said...sexual things, he licked his lips. "Fifteen years?!" He asked on surprise. In his mind he was trying to calculate the difference between their ages. He was surprised. She had gone through a lot - he didn't think she'd be ready for sexual stuff yet. "And is this guy any good for you?"

Anna blushed as she tried to watch his reaction. It wasn't like he would have any feelings back for her - but he wanted to know what he thought of it above giving her just answers as a therapist. "I'm just... I'm safe with him. He's different than all the rest - he understands how I feel!" She said softly and then smiled at his words. "Well - I can tell you, he's no boy... He's a man... Slightly - older than me... A lot older really. But every time I see him, he drives me crazy - like I want him so badly!"

Selena bit her lip and nodded slowly, "I think so, I don't know if I'm good for him, it might jeopardize his job... and his reputation, at this point I'm really selfish because I really like him" she breathed, "I know, maybe it's just a tantrum, but I've got to him, I can't stop thinking about him, I'm good with secrets I could keep the relationship a secret... I just.. I don't know how to tell him"

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Dr. Nickels watched Anna get flustered over this man she was talking about, he was slightly jealous at the thought of another man in her life, he shouldn't have feelings for this girl and it drove him crazy finding out there was another man in her life. "Oh really?" he forced another smile, "Well, tell me, who is this man who's driving you crazy?"

Dr. Williams groaned inwardly. He didn't want to sit here and listen to her love story about some guy... But he did. It was his job and he wanted what was best for her - especially since he knew that it wasn't him that was the best thing. Not for her when she was so much younger than him. "Well, I don't agree with the fact that there is such an age gap" - he had to at least try to be a good influence - "but I think you need to tell him. At least get it off your chest."

Anna bit her lip as she looked over at him and she ran her hands through her hair. She giggled softly and then sighed. "He's amazing... I feel safe with him. I talk to him every day - and he actually listens to me... Better than anyone has ever listened to me." She twirled her hair around her fingers and giggled. "But I'm seventeen and he's eleven years older than me..."

Selena sighed softly and nodded, standing up and stretching, pacing around the room, "and I just... don't want him to hate me or to... push me away," she walked towards Dr. Williams where she stood in front of his handsome face. She swallowed hard, "okay... well, would it help if I said if that man was in this room?" she whispered, looking away, blushing.

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Dr. Nickels watched Anna and nodded, he didn't want to listen to her talk about this man who was almost twice her age and it wasn't him, he looked back at her, "that's quite the age difference, you're almost 18 though, so are you willing to wait another year before you pursue this man? is he worth it?"

Dr. Williams frowned a little as she started to pace. She looked sexy in her tank top and she was really going to kill him. But this wasn't about him - and part of him really hated that. He looked at her, taking a deep breath as she spoke and he shook his head. "Selena..." He said softly, though it didn't come out half as stern as he wanted it too. He had caught on - and he was officially doomed.

Anna blushed a little but shook her head. "Well... Ok - so I was generalizing... I'm sixteen. I turn seventeen next month - but still... I don't want to wait!" She bit her lip and shook her head. "He's definitely worth it - but I don't want to wait that long! He's too good for me... He'll be taken if I don't get him now, even though it compromises a lot of his life..." She blushed, looking at him carefully.

Selena was flustered as she stared at the window, "yeah, I know what you're going to say, it's not just unprofessional, I'm a minor, listen, the minor thing, I get. I'll be 18 soon enough, in another two months, I just.. I tried okay, I really did" she bit her lip and turned to face him. "Yeah it's wrong, but I just.. I guess you make me feel safe and you're the man in my life, my father's out of the picture and you know exactly why" she whispered softly wiping a tear from her eye, "I need you"

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Dr. Nickels watched her and furrowed his eyebrows, "I can't say that I agree with what you're doing, because you're so young compared to his eleven years ahead of you, I can't condone that relationship, is he at least single? if you're going after somewhere older than yuo, I'm not saying you should. You need to make sure there's no one else involved"

Dr. Williams shook his head slightly at her words. Yes... He was thinking those - but he was also thinking of the amazement that she wanted him back. He stood up and cupped her face in his hands, brushing away any tears that escaped her eyes. "Selena... It's so wrong for us to do this!" he said softly, whispering. "Are you sure about this?" He didn't know what to say... He shouldn't do this. Not at all.

Anna stood up and ran a hand through her hair, wanting to get to the point. She didn't want to care about an age difference - even if she was a year away from this being right. She didn't care. She wanted him. She needed him. When he spoke, she smiled. A perfect opening there. "Well I don't know..." She said softly. "I don't know if there is - you tell me...?"

Selena stared at him surprised, "you.. want to do this?" she breathed, biting her lip and then nodded. "I'm so sure about this, I've wanted this for a long time, I.. I didn't know you felt the same way" her breath caught in her throat. Selena stared at him for a moment before touching his face, she liked everything about it, even his facial hair, her hear raced as she felt him touch her face. "I honestly, want you badly" she said quietly.

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Dr. Nickels was listening to her carefully and nodding and then blinked when she asked him, "wait.. what me?" he was pleasantly surprised, he stood up and walked over to her, taking her face in his hands, "no there isn't anyone, and I don't think we should be doing this" he whispered.

Dr. Williams didn't know what he wad doing. He shouldn't have reacted that way... He was supposed to tell her no from the beginning - but honestly he couldn't. "Selena, we shouldn't be doing this... I'm fifteen years your senior - besides... It's unprofessional of me to date a client of mine... Especially one who is so much younger than I am. It's wrong..." But it sounded flat - he couldn't even convince himself of it!

Anna felt her heart beating as she waited for his response and she brushed some hair from her face, curling it around her fingers. "Of course you!" She said in a whisper as he stood up and she felt herself overcome with wants and needs as he touched her face. "I know it's wrong... But I need you... I need you more than I can explain. You make me feel different than anyone else! I want you! I don't care about the rules of society... That doesn't need to affect us."

Selena's body was so close to Dr. Williams' "you don't sound very convincing, if you ask me, I think you want me as much as I want you" she breathed, wrapping her arms around his neck, "over your desk sounds nice" she purred, squirming a little bit.

Dr. Nickels sighed, "I know, the age isn't just the problem Anna, my job is also problem" he rubbed the back of his neck. He didn't want to say no, not to Anna, she was a stunning girl, "you deserve to be happy, with someone you age" he said flatly. He didn't sound very convincing.

Dr. Williams shook his head as he tried to convince himself and her of it, but he gulped. She was right... He wanted her more than he would ever let on. "It's my job... Selena." He said softly, but his hands went to her waist. He couldn't stop himself. He wanted more of her.

Anna pouted and shook her head. She wrapped her arms around his neck and stepped closer to him, blushingly modest about it. "I can't be happy with someone my age, Dr. Williams!" She whispered in his ear. "I know you're the only one that will be able to satisfy me. You always do in my fantasies."

Selena breathed and closed her eyes, "we can keep this a secret," she whispered, touching his face, and pressing her body closer to his. "Please, I don't know how much longer I can stand this" she started unbuttoning her pants, and looked at him. "We.. can take this somewhere else" she breathed.

Dr. Nickels blinked and looked at Anna, "Anna..." he started to talk but he looked right at her. He wanted her just as much as she wanted him, why did it have to be his patient, and why a minor. He swallowed hard, "you're so stunning," he told her, touching her face. "my job though.. and then you're so young"