Depiction at Its Best

@ skeletons.
Matt sighed out, unsure how to answer. "Oli." He told her, letting his hand rub lightly up her back. "I can't sit here and say yes." He informed her, "thought I know I want to, and I don't want to let go of you again." He said, hoping she'd understand the internally battle he was facing.

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Jaz cuddled closer to him, "mm love you." She whispered feeling her body slowly relaxing. Today had taken a toll on her. And she felt she needed to sleep.

Olivia nodded her head. "I'm so sorry I hurt you, Matt," she murmured, kissing his jaw. "I didn't realize it at the time because I was only thinking of myself, not you too."

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Zacky smiled and held her close, deciding to let her get the rest she needed. He knew she was probably exhausted from the long day.

@ skeletons.
Matt nodded, he understood her insecurities and the fear that he would beat her or cheat on her. "I know baby." He told her, wrapping his arms tighter around her waist. "I know." He said before placing a kiss to the top of her head. "Give it time, we'll get past this." He knew his love for her was still there, but right now the trust was broken and it would take time to heal.

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Jaz shifted in her sleep, her head lulling off Zack's shoulder. A soft snore leaving her mouth.

Olivia closed her eyes and sighed contently, the wheels in her head turning as she began to think about ways to fix their relationship. "Maybe we should go on a date," she suggested. "Get to know each other better. I mean, I don't even know what your favorite color is."

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Zacky stood up and he gently lifted Jazlyn up, carrying her upstairs and laying her down on their bed. He pulled the covers over her and kissed her temple before he went downstairs to figure out what he could make for dinner.

@ skeletons.
Matt smiled, he let his hand lazily trail up and down her back. "If you'd like we could." He chuckled, knowing there relationship had been keep in the dark so they never managed to actually go out.

Olivia nodded her head. "Yeah," she murmured, smiling softly at him. "I'd really like that." She pecked his lips and then rested her head on his shoulder again. "Um . . . Matt . . . what about your girl friend?"

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Zacky decided instead of most likely burning his house down, he would order some Chinese or something and invite Matt to stay over to eat with them, since he already knew what his friend liked to eat anyways.

@ skeletons.
Matt tensed at the mention of Emily. "Well." He sighed, before biting on his lip. "She was never my girlfriend really." He said, "and were not seeing each other anymore." He informed her.

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Jaz shifted on the bed, her eyes opening. How did she get in bed, she hoped Zack hadn't carried her up the stairs, and that she'd sleep walked. Nibbling on her lip, she closed her eyes, to comfortable to move. It was rare now what her little ones were getting so big.

Olivia frowned. "Does that have something to do with me?" she asked.

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Zacky called in an order for Chinese and then grabbed his keys, going out to the car and getting in, driving to the restaurant to pick it up.

@ zombrex.
Matt sighed. "Yes and no." He informed her, when he'd left his house it was left up to him weather he wanted to continue his and Emily's relationship or not. He was all for moving on, before he and Olivia had sat down and talked to each other. Now he wasn't sure if seeing Emily was a good idea.

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Jaz yawned, before rolling over her eyes drooping as she felt sleep slowly creeping up on her. She didn't know how long she'd been asleep nor did she care.

Olivia nodded her head. She wasn't sure what their relationship really was at this point. She knew he'd want to take it slow, and that was probably the best option, but she couldn't help but want to be labeled his girlfriend again. She guessed she'd have to wait.

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Zacky got the Chinese and carried it home, walking upstairs to his room and smiling as he laid next to Jazlyn. He kissed her forehead and slid his arms around her, holding her close against his chest.

@ anchored lungs.
Matt held her feeling her emotions, he knew her better than she thought he did. "What?" He asked, knowing she was thinking about something. Something that wasn't sitting well with her.

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Jaz shifted in his embrace, before cuddling closer to him "Where'd you go?" She mumbled she could smell it on him but couldn't make out what it was. She lifted her head and looked up at him, shifting a bit she brought her hand to his chest rubbing it lightly.

Olivia looked at him and shook her head. "It's nothing to worry about," she murmured. "It's just me in my own thoughts." She pressed her lips to his, not wanting to upset him or start rushing things again.

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"I went to get dinner," Zacky said, kissing her forehead. He smiled at her. "I got Chinese, for everyone."

@ anchored lungs.
Matt frowned against her lips, pulling back he looked up at her. "What's wrong?" He questioned her. "You need to learn to talk to me." He informed her. "Even if it's something bad or something that's bugging you." He nibbled on his lip before adding. "I don't care if it hurts my feelings just talk to me." He said trying to persuade her

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Jaz smiled burring her face into his shirt, inhaling his smell. "Sounds good." She mumbled out, though she had no plan on moving. Smiling she cuddled closer to him, she enjoyed being in his arms and soon she was going to have to part with him when he went on tour. She really dreaded that, being a solo parent.

Olivia sighed softly. "I don't know, I just . . . I'm not quite sure where our relationship stands," she said. "I mean, what are we?"

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Zacky chuckled. "Do you want me to bring it up here?" he asked, assuming she was probably too tired to get up and go downstairs to eat.

@ anchored lungs.
Matt bit back a sigh, he didn't want to upset her. "I don't know." He told her, reaching up to rub his face. "I just want to take this one step at a time." He informed her. "We go on a date and then go from there." He told her, that was his plan anyways. Weather or not they stuck to it was completely up in the air.

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Jaz shook her head, but didn't make any move to get up. "I need to get up." She informed him, even if it was to just eat and then go back to bed. Just the exercise of her walking up and down the stairs was plenty of movement.

Olivia nodded her head. "Yeah, you're right," she murmured. She sighed softly and closed her eyes, settling in against his chest and relaxing for once in what seemed like forever.

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Zacky nodded his head. He sat up and walked around, taking her hands and helping her up.

@ anchored lungs.
Matt bit his lip before squeezing her to his chest. Shifting on his side, he nuzzled his face in her neck. Still not letting go of her he relaxed into the bed. He was slowly starting to tire.

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Jaz groaned as she moved to her feet. The shift of her body from laying to sitting then to standing, had her back aching. Just small movements like that seemed like the biggest pains, Granted they weren't as bad as stubbing your toe. Or lasting as long, but they were sharp pains that shot up her spine. It was just a nerve being pinched. "Thank you baby." She told him, before rubbing her stomach.

Olivia smiled. She kissed his neck before dozing off.

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Zacky smiled and nodded his head. He led her downstairs to the living room before he handed her the food he'd gotten for her.

@ Bongs Before Bibles