TMI Tuesday Everyday! (part 6)

man. dick is good.
i'm excited for thursday.
he also made me squirt like damn.

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hi top

Saw Tom down the town today and all I could think of was the fact that I saw him naked and how good he is with his hands. Awkward.

GETTIN THAT D TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!

God. Damn. I know people say it all the time, but the sex genuinely gets better every time we do it. Like shit, that boy can fuck.

I couldn't stop giggling when I gave him that handjob last night. It's just honestly so amusing that a few movements of my hands and the use of my thumb can get that reaction.

Also his cum wasn't as bad as I thought it'd feel which is super odd.

i can't give good handjobs. there. i said it. oh man.
i have small baby hands that get tired very easily and it's not like i want to be bad, in fact, i would like to be good, but for some reason i can just never get it right. like i sincerely asked him to jack off and studied his hand placements/movements like a damn national geographic steve irwin making mental notes and such and yet, when i tried, he's like well you gave it your best go.
no!!!
i want to be good!!!
what is the secret!!!!!

I bled. All over him. So embarrassed. It happened over 24 hours ago but still He's probably over it. When it happened he said we can just forget it happened and made out with me probably so he can get a nut BUT STILL.

Thoroughly embarrassed.

I pulled out the biggest biggest boogie this morning. I put it in an empty drinking glass and now it's all hardened and it looks gross!

lol when I was a thin, lil teen I was really ashamed of my breasts because they seemed impossibly small to me,
but after gaining weight over the years like, give me them back, I don't wanna deal with these mounds of fat. ;|

oh my god does that boy know how to use his tongue. how can one person be so blessed at giving head jesus christ. like I feel bad for squirting all over him and the backseat of his car but damn. when you give a girl that you gotta be prepared. not to mention he gives me excessive amounts of orgasms like hello

It's been probably almost three years since I last had sex. And boy, am I suffering. I haven't even met any cute girls lately. I'm doomed to die alone and horny.

His dick made me see stars. Literal stars. Oh my gosh why have you been waiting over a month to show me you can do that?!? I called him daddy cause...well...he is.

He went down on me, then we turned the lights on and I returned the favour. I never looked up before but I did for him and he said it was one of the sexiest things he'd ever seen. Then I got on top and god, it was amazing. I've never felt so hot before.

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I've been thinking about harming myself again. It feels weird writing it down like this, but hopefully the reality of the fact makes me see reason in how much I should not harm myself again.

I desperately need more nausea medication. My migraines are back, and between that and the constipation the nausea is almost as bad as it was before I went on birth control - back when I was throwing up at least once a week. Or it could be an ulcer. Or another kidney stone.

I hate like feeling like that guy that's running through a burning building and then dies. You know, was it the collapsing roof, smoke in his lungs, a preexisting heart condition, or some combo of all of the above that killed him. What causes my nausea? Is it the migraines, anxiety, constipation, allergies, possible ulcer or kidney stone, or some combination of all of the above? I MAY NEVER KNOW.

lmao my favorite porn type is two chubby dudes being cute and ~manly~ even though they're adorable. reminds me of my man Chris Walker, who I'd date if he was 1) straight and 2) a real human being honestly though the cutest porn I just watched was were the guy came and then took the cap off his partner and put it on himself. may or may not have bookmarked it on chrome.

I haven't gotten it in 2 weeks and I'm lowkey dying, but I know Friday is gonna be bomb I have to remember to get coffee after the party so I don't fall asleep on him, and especially after what he said last night, I don't ever want to fall asleep on him

I'm in a relationship that I plan on culturing throughout my life, so it is not an immediate concern, but if I were in the market for a man I think that I love circumcised males so much that it would be a deal breaker otherwise.

Two words: Car sex!

can. not. wait.