Overdose

I walked out of the coffee shop then made my way to the dorm where Baekhyun had asked me to meet him, I pushed my hair out of my eyes. It had been a long week, I was tired - stressed - and knew I wouldn't have anything to do for the next few days so I decided to spend a couple days with him while he wasn't busy being an idol. Being friends with Baekhyun was like breathing, it came so naturally to me, and we hit it off without much issues. While he was a trainee I was going to school for modeling, and that was apart of who I was now. Being not Korean made it hard to find work in that industry here, but I found a job working for a small modeling agency - I had more then enough money so I wasn't concerned with that, what I was concerned with was my personal life. That was lacking in so many ways. I walked into the dorm, as I did ever week then walked into the Exo dorm.

"Baekhyun - ah?" I said knowing he hated it when I didn't call him oppa. It seemed like everyone was gone, I wondered where they were or if he was even here.

I sat in the coffee shop, focused on my books. I always came here to study. there was something about it I just loved. I tap my pencil on my book trying to figure out another answer.I look up only to look right back down again. The one person that I really do not want to see just happened to be standing not 10 feet away. I look down at my book doing what I can to hide my face. But with Kim jongdae it was never enough.

"Please don't look at me," I groaned, trying to keep him from noticing me.

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He groaned a little, walking out to see her. "Oppa! Oppa! I'm your oppa! Call me that." He pouted, walking over to give her a hug. "How are you I've missed you its been awhile." he said his words Jumbling together in his excitement to see her.

I laughed a little and hugged him tightly, "You don't act like an oppa," she said to him ,"I'm good, tired but good definitely not as over worked as you are, are you getting enough to eat you look thin," I pouted pinching his cheeks lightly, "You're so thin,"

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Jongdae ordered a bubble tea for himself and paid for it, as he was walking out he stopped seeing the girl he'd met a while back, "Hey," he smiled at her then sat across from her,"How are you?" he asked curiously.

I sighed, focusing on my book. "I'm fine, Jongdae, How are you?" I asked, not looking up at him. I couldn't stand it. As rude and cold as I've been, he still refused to take the hint.

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He pushed her hands away and pouted. "Stop it. I'm the oppa, let me fuss over you." He grinned, squeezing her cheeks and playing with them. "Have you been well little dongsaeng? Eating well?"

She rolled her eyes a little and shoved his hands off her,"I'm eating more then enough, you look like you've lost weight, oppa." she said to him concerned, "Promise me you'll eat more or I'll take it up with the head of SM to make sure you're eating what I think is acceptable," she told him seriously as she looked at him.

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"I'm great now, I've been wondering when I'd see you again, we should go out sometime," he told her nodding a little then sipped his bubble tea.

I sighed a little, shaking my head. "Jongdae, I'm busy. And you are too. With exo and everything. Why don't you go take out a member of girls generation." I suggested, writing in my notebook.

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He smiled a little when she called him oppa. "I'll eat more. But it's been a while, how have you been? Ive been busy, so I've been an awful oppa to you, I'm sorry." He said with a cute pout.

"Because I don't want one of them, I want you," he said to her raising an eyebrow, "Isn't that obvious?" he asked her curious.

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She smiled a little as she looked at him and squished his cheeks when he pouted,"Aigoo, you have been a bad oppa but you can make it up to me," she said fluttering her eyelashes at playfully.

I shook my head. "I can't imagine why." I muttered, going back to my work. "And I thought idols weren't allowed to date? Isn't asking me out for the thousandth time going to put me in danger?" I asked, erasing something.

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He made a face and pushed her hands away. "Aish! Be nicer to your oppa. You haven't seen him in a while and he's tired and hungry. Leave Oppa be." He said, looking at her as if he were upset.

I stopped then looked down a little,"Sorry," I whispered softly then rubbed my neck a little,"I'll go make oppa something to eat," I said with a weak smile then got up to walk to the kitchen. I hated upsetting him, he was one of my very best friends.

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"Only if I get caught," he smiled,"Then you'd be in trouble, not me," he told her, "But I like you too much to let you go," he admited.

I smiled ruefully and shook my head. "Me get in trouble? For you? No. And I won't help you do something you shouldn't be. So do us the favor and get over me. Go date a fan, I'm sure you'd make her entire life."

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He grinned a little as she walked away and followed her into the kitchen. "Why do you look so sad, i was only joking." He smiled.

I looked at him then continued to make him something to eat,"You always joke about the wrong thing, Oppa, it hurts my feelings," I pouted at him then sighed before pushing a hand through my hair. Truth be told, I was beyond stressed, work was picking up, and I need something to help me relax but there wasn't much that worked for me.,

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He scoffed,"I don't want anyone but you, come on, we had fun," he told her smiling, "I know you did,"

I shook my head, too focused on my work. "Had fun when, Jongdae?" I asked with a monotonous voice.

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He sighed a little and leaned against the counter near her. "What's wrong?" He asked, looking at her worriedly.

"It's work, everything is piling up. I asked for this week off, got the okay then they throw four shoots at me, then I'm filming in two music videos which will take two days I was meant to be spending this time with you and now its ruined," I said frustratingly, "It's not fair,oppa, we never get to see each other any more,"

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"You know when," he said to her smirking a little,"I'm not so bad," he told her lightyl.

I narrowed my eyes at him. "That was a mistake, Jongdae. Don't delude yourself into thinking otherwise." I said, before looking back at my books. "Besides you just sold me on keeping my answer at no."

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He sighed a little, going to pull her into a hug. "Welcome to idol life. But it gets better, you're just going through a rough patch. This is good it means they have a lot of work for you to do. Better than not having anything at all."

She rested her head on his shoulder, "I know," she murmured softly as she sniffled as she held onto him, "I'm so angry though I promised you I would spend this week with you but I can't spend it all with you like wanted," she whispered as she licked over her lips ,"I'm sorry, Oppa," she murmured as she looked up at him. How she became a model she'd never know.

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He looked at her, "It wasn't, and your moans tell me that," he smirked a little, "We should do this again some time," he told her.

I scoffed at him, looking around to make sure no one heard. "I'm regretting not screaming instead. I do not want you. It was a mistake that I wish I could take back." I said, going back to my books.

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He shrugged a little. "Its fine. I'm proud of you. Don't apologize, it just means you need to make it up to Oppa." He teased, ruffling her hair.

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She whined when he ruffled her hair then fixed it ,"How can i fix it oppa?" she asked him, "Tell me how I can make it better?" she asked him with a small smile then continued to make his food for him.

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He smirked,"I don't believe you," he said to her,"See you around," he said to her.

He smiled. "We'll plan for an entire weekend, just for us." He suggested with a clap.

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I groaned and put my face in my books. I was regretting that night more and more.

"An entire weekend? I don't know if I can get a whole weekend off though," she murmured sadly as she looked at him, she was booked to the brim after the next three days. "I have three..four days with you this week then I am working to death for the next month," she told him.