Paranoia |Closed-RP|

Abby

I turned the baby monitor on and smiled widely walking out of the room leaving her to sleep I walked into the kitchen and smiled, "you're great you know that? I love the look you get when you see her, it's a love like no other, I mean the bond dads share with their little girls." I said softly and sighed, "You know my dad was there right? That night, he watched and I couldn't believe, Jimmy kept shouting things about me, you, your older daughter and Fiona, he said..you're still married to Fiona," I looked at him, "Is that true? You're legally married to Fiona in Ireland and me here? You have two wives and two daughters?"

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Jax

I ushered everyone out of the room to give my wife much needed sleep they took turns passing abel around before I took him back I held him close smiling I walked back into the room and sat down holding my son to my chest, "daddy's not gonna let anything happen to you little man, I promise." I whispered to him and cradled him against my chest.

Chibs

I sighed looking at her nodding my head slowly, "It's true." I told Abby and smiled the best I could. "I promise though. I am going to take and get the divorce from Fiona though." I promise Abby as I held onto her. "I could never love anyone else like I do you and Lilly." I told her truthfully as I kissed her lips. "I am going to murder Jimmy for everything he caused. I won't do no harm to your father, unless you tell me too." I told her.

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Roxie

I heard Jax's promise to Abel as I smiled to myself. I slowly opened my eyes up and looked over at Jax, "You're going to be a great dad." I whispered to him rubbing my eyes a little from the small nap I had taken. I shifted myself a little sitting up in the bed looking at Jax. "You're the best ever, Jackson." I whispered to him.

Abby

I didn't let the sadness show I looked at him and nodded, "Kill him too, he's the one who almost killed out baby, so.." I said softly and walked out of the kitchen leaving him alone in there I went and checked on lilly before I went into our bedroom and washed my face like I was supposed to every day I took it as an excuse to let a few tears out.

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Jax

I looked at her smiling, "Want to hold your boy?" I asked her as I gently laid Abel into her arms I kissed her head, "You did so good, I'm so proud of you Roxie, we made such a handsome little man," I said and looked at her "Ma and tig said they'd be back to see and pinch his cheeks again so enjoy your time," I joked laughing softly.

Chibs

I watched her walk out of the kitchen and down the hallway. I let a sigh escape my lips going back to the food. I knew she was sad, and I was sad for her. I took and finished up the food setting the table as I got us something to drink as well. "It's ready babe." I called to her before going to the nursery to check on Lilly, seeing her sound asleep and fine. I smiled to myself walking out and going into the bedroom. I saw Abby looking in the mirror with tears going down her face. I slid my arms around her bringing her into my chest keeping her there, trying to comfort her.

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Roxie

I smiled at Jax holding Abel in my arms. I took and lent down kissing his forehead. I smiled at the tiny precious boy in my arms as I looked back at Jax, "He's perfect" I said smiling at Jax as he nodded in agreement. I looked at him, "Tig pinched his cheeks?" I asked as Jax laughed nodding his head. "I am going to murder your uncle, Abel." I whispered to him grinning as I held to him. "I love you, Jax." I told him.

Abby

I felt his arms around me and I leaned back I turned around in his arms and hid my face in his chest, "I love you, filip." I said softly and looked at him, "I don't even know why I'm crying right now, I just..." I hadn't really cried about what had happen to Roxie, Gemma and myself. "Its too much Filip, I don't ever get comfortable I have nightmares and I just...I can't stop it its so frustrating I dont want to cry."

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Jax

"I already kicked his shin for it I waited until my mom was holding him to kick tig in the shins for it," I said softly and looked at her I sat next to the bed watching my perfect little family, "How are you feeling Rox?" I asked softly I wasn't just asking about how she was feeling after having a baby but all together in general I know these last few months and last few days have been so stressful on her

Chibs

I held onto her rubbing her back lightly. I kissed the top of her head. "Angel. It's ok to cry. I know it hasn't been easy since that happened. I can never imagine what it was like. Or anything. But I do know one thing..." I paused looking at her. "Those mother-fuckers are going to pay dearly for what they did to you. Causing our daughter to be born early, and harming you. They'll pay dearly." I told Abby kissing her lips lightly wiping the tears from her eyes with my thumbs.

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Roxie

I looked up at Jax trying to hide the fear in my tone or face. I shrugged lightly, "Ok." I said knowing he knew me all so well and wasn't buying it as I sighed. "I'm terrified all the time. The nightmares are getting more intense now." I paused frowning. "It's just hard, I mean what happened to Abby, Gemma, and myself." I told him sighing. "I'm scared their going to come back. Or do something to you." I looked at him tears escaping my eyes.

Abby

I looked at my husband as he wiped my tears away, "Tá tú mo gach rud . Is breá liom tú ." (You're my everything I love you.) I said looking at him I know he spoke Gaelic but I barely could. "I'm not even mad you're still married to Fiona, I know Fiona and me and her always got along, so dont think any of this is because of that, part of me knew you were stil married to her."

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Jax

I cupped her face in my hands, "Rox, listen to me. I wont let anything else happen to you or Abel." I said softly and wiped her tears away with my thumbs, "when I'm not there Tig will be okay? when Tig can't be there Happy will be there with you, same goes for Abby when chibs isnt there JUice will be there or bobby." I said softly and looked at her, "You'll be okay and Im going to kill every one of those irish bastards."

Chibs

I looked at her and sighed nodding, "I'm still sorry though." I told Abby keeping my arms around her. I took and smiled at her as I kissed her lips lightly. "I love you too, Abby." I smiled down at her keeping her close to me. "No matter what, i'll always love you and i'll always protect you and our princess." I told her.

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Roxie

I looked at Jax and kissed his lips lightly, "I know you will." I whispered to him resting my forehead against his own. "Just don't get yourself killed or hurt. Because..." I took and paused looking at him. I took and kissed him again. The thoughts of something happening to him, literally tore me into pieces.

Abby

"I'll always love you no matter what happens to me," I said softly and kissed him I heard a little noise on the baby monitor I walked with him into Lilly's room I smiled and picked her up,"Hi sleepy head," I cooed at her and smiled, "I gotta feed her first then I'll eat baby, go eat." I told my husband and grabbed a small blanket to cover myself I had made the choice to breast feed for a little while as she needed all the vitamins and fatty acids she could get to help her grow strong.

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Jax

"I know baby you don't have to say it," I said softly and kissed her gently, "Dont worry nothing will happen we will live until we're old and gray with grandkids and the club will be in a better place because I'm going to do something about Clay," I said softly, "It's just gonna take some time and I need to know you're behind me 100 percent baby."

Chibs

I saw her disappear into the nursery as I walked into the kitchen and sat down. I sipped on my beer as I took and sat there thinking to myself. I was going to murder them one by one. Leaving Jimmy lastly. He wouldn't see it coming, but I would make him pay for everything he did to Abby. I would cut his face just like hers and my own. I felt the anger rising as I downed half the beer to calm myself.

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Roxie

I looked at Jax, I couldn't help but to wonder what he meant about taking care of Clay. I looked at him and nodded, "Abel and I are behind you100 percent, Jax." I told him leaning in kissing his lips. I took and smiled lightly at him as I heard Abel let a soft cry out as I smiled at Jax. I took and put him up towards my chest covering myself so he could eat. "This will be more healthier for him." I smiled at Jax.

Abby

I had finished Feeding Lilly I changed her into a cute pink onesie that had a reaper on it, I carried her into the kitchen I saw how angry Chibs looked, I walked over and moved one of his arms and then slowly placed Lilly into his arms, "don't be angry, Look at her..." I watched as little lilly looked at him with her big eyes she yawned cutely and looked up at her daddy

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Jax

I nodded and tried not to watch as my wife breast fed our son, I smiled a little. "Mommy knows best," I grinned at her with a crooked smile, "I love you Rox, I'm gonna go have Rat bring us some food, you want anything special?" I asked smiling at her.

Chibs

I took and smiled feeling all the anger vanish from me. I smiled watching the tiny little girl in my arms as I smiled. "Daddy loves you Lilly-bug." I told her and looked up at Abby and smiled. I took and watched her sit, "She eat ok?" I asked Abby.

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Roxie

I shook my head looking at Jax, "Not really babe." I told him and smiled watching him walk out of the room. I laid in the bed as I kept feeding Abel. I felt him pull away as I fixed my tee and laid him on my shoulder burping him. I took and smiled grabbing the diaper bag as I pulled the onesie the hospital had on him, and put the blue reaper onesie on him. I smiled putting the small beanie that had Sons of Anarchy on it that Jax bought him and grinned, "Now you're a reaper." I whispered leaning down kissing Abel's head as I cuddled him close.

Abby

I smiled and nodded, "She ate like a champ, she's like you when it comes to eating shes a little piggy," I grinned a little and sat down I brought the baby swing closer and let him put her in before I turned it on the slowest setting so we could eat, I ate my food smiling at my husband, "its so good, uhm tomorrow I have to go to the hospital are you gonna be here? I can't take Lilly I don't want her to get sick." I said softly.

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Jax

I walked back into the room and smiled seeing what my son was wearing, "He looks just like me." I laughed softly and kissed my wife's head, "Rat's bringing us hamburgers, fries and two drinks," I said softly and smiled hearing a little noise from Abel, "I know bud that sounds so good but you already ate you little piggy." I cooed at my son

Chibs

"Yeah i'll be here." I told Abby and smiled at her as I took and finished eating. "Want me to get Rat or Bobby to go with you?" I asked her as I watched Lilly and smiled at my little princess while she swung. I saw her little eyes getting heavy as she fell asleep.

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Roxie

I grinned at Jax, "Piggy like his daddy." I kissed Jax's stubble cheek and smiled at Abel. "That's the little set you bought Abel, by the way. I thought he'd look cute in it, for when his grandma and crazy ass uncle comes back." I smiled at Jax stroking his cheek lightly.

Abby

"No, I'm sure they'll be at the hospital meeting Abel, I'll be fine its during the day lots of people out," I said softly and smiled as I watched lilly fall asleep I got up and carried both plates to the sink washing them I was so excited to get the stitches out maybe i'd feel prettier without the awful stitches in my cheeks.

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Jax

"I am a piggy," I smirked then looked at my son, "He looks adorable," I Pulled my burner phone out and snapped a picture of him to set as my wallpaper to remind me he's my reason for doing good. "I can't believe he's already here I'm so happy he's healthy and you're okay." I said softly I rubbed her leg gently, I looked over when Rat brought the food in, "Thanks man," I said handing him some money to cover it I took abel gently and laid him ni the hospital crib all bundled up so we could eat our dinner.

Chibs

I took and smiled at her nodding my head. I got up and walked down to Lilly's room and placed her in her crib. I smiled tucking her in as I walked out and down to the kitchen. I slipped my arms around Abby's waist as I took and kissed the side of her neck, "I love you, Mrs. Telford." I whispered against her neck between each kiss I planted on her neck.

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Roxie

I smiled watching Abel sleep after getting his small tummy full. I smiled at Jax when he sat down on the bed with me. I sat Indian style staring at my husband. "You can be a piggy." I grinned leaning over kissing his lips deeply. I smiled cupping his cheek stroking it with my thumb, "I love you so much, Jax." I told him.

Time Skip: the day after chibs gets his revenge on Jimmy

Abby

I sat at Roxie and Jax's house I had Lilly in my arms she was a few months old now and off her oxygen breathing on her own, I held the baby in my arms talking with Roxie as Tig watched over us while Jax and Chibs were out, "Did they say where they were going Tig?" I asked seeing him shake his head I shrugged and cuddled lilly close, "I was thinking about starting her on baby food, what do you think Roxie?" she watched when Tig had to leave so Half sack stayed with them they were all four in the kitchen when the guy with the kitchen knife broke in Abby gasped and hid not knowing the man picked up abel and killed Half sack.

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Jax

I was in handcuffs in the back of the transport van until it came to a stop I got out and walked off as Opie killed Stahl and Chibs killed Jimmy. Juice had change records so that way Jax, clay and Happy wouldn't go to jail. They all got back on the school bus then headed to charming again to see their loved ones on the ride back Jax looked at Chibs, "You okay brother? You're looking a little troubled?" Jax listened as Chibs talked about how when they were in ireland he realized how much he still loved Fiona, "What are you going to do then? you can't be married to two women Chibs."

Chibs

"I know brother." I told Jax sighing a little. "I love Abby more than anything in this world. I asked Fiona for the divorce. I want to make my life with Abby and Lilly. Fiona and I had a chance, but it didn't go well." I looked at Jax sighing a little. "I just want to get home and hold my wife and kiss her. I have missed her so much, and there's nothing more than those two." I told Jax smiling at the thought of Abby.

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Roxie

I held to my side where the guy had rammed the knife at. I got on my knees looking at Half-Sack tears streaming down my face. I took and ran to the back door where when the guy punched me hard in the face causing me to stumble backwards. I felt him toss me over his shoulder and take me down to Abel's nursery. I felt him put me in the rocker as I came to my senses. Abby and Lilly were still here. I just prayed she got out safely. I kicked the man in the leg as he took the knife and swiped it across my arm causing me to let a painful scream out. He grinned tying me down to it, "Hope your husband likes to come home finding his wife almost dead, his prospect dead, and his son gone. He took my son so I am taking two things that mean the world to him." He grinned and left the house.

I felt the tears fall from my eyes as I closed my eyes. My son had been taken, and I was bleeding. I hoped Abby got out without being seen.

Abby
I was crying silently I had hidden myself in the hall closet I had my hand over LIlly's mouth so she wouldn't make a sound when I heard the back door slam I waited about 5 minutes I ran out and put lilly in her seat I ran to Abel's nursery and covered the cut in Roxie's arm, "You'll be okay.." I whispered and tried to stop the bleeding I ran to the kitchen and saw that half sack was dead I looked around for anything I didn't see abel or the man anywhere, "God no," I called Chibs crying but got his voice mail, "Chibs hurry, Kip is dead and Roxie is almost dead too abels gone I can't call the cops." I ran back and brought lilly with me into Abel's nursery I put her in the crib and held pressure to Roxie's arm I was crying.

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Jax

"I missed Roxie and Abel so much too," I said softly and smiled, "I can't wait to see my family," I said ignoring the feeling in my stomach I looked at Happy who was driving the bus, "Can you go any faster?" I asked softly and sighed sitting back I tried to call Roxie but got her voicemail same with Kip, "Happy faster!" I shouted, "Kip's not answering his phone and neither is Roxie, somethings wrong."

Chibs

I took and saw my phone blinking as I took and flipped it open. I took and listened to the voice mail, "Happy go faster. Hurry!" I shouted at him. I took and let Jax listen to the voice mail of Abby crying and telling what had happened. I took and called Abby back waiting on her to answer. I was praying to god her and Abby were ok.

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Roxie

I looked at Abby as I closed my eyes inhaling deeply. I felt her put pressure to my side when she saw the wound. I took a deeper breath than before as I looked at her, "Abby, make sure." I paused looking at her. "You take and keep yourself safe, in case he comes back." I whispered to her. We'd grown so close since we'd both gotten involved with our husbands what seems like a long time ago. I felt her put more pressure as I winced at the pain, "Shit that hurts." I muttered as I sighed hearing the front door slam open and Tig's voice echoing through the house.