Hold Her When I'm Not Around

@ What A Beautiful Lie
A warm smile spread across Jordan's face, feeling a rough calloused hand engulf her's. Her eyes shifted up to her green eyes boy friend. Heart fluttering as she stared into those beautiful orbs. Nibbling on her lip she turned back to her friend. She didn't remember what they'd been talking about. All that mattered now was the guy standing next to her. She normally wouldn't have gone for a guy like Zack, but he swept her off her feet. He was sweet and kind, though he had a dark side to him. She sighed listening to her friend babble on, it really wasn't important. Shifting she turned to look back up at him. "Hey." She smiled greeting him, knowing he'd just stand there and let her and her friends talk non stop.

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Matt sighed as he stepped out of the building, he had been contained by a teacher that wouldn't stop lecturing. Moving down the steps and then veering off into a grassy embankment. His feet carried him on, as his hand clung to the strap to his backpack. He didn't mind school that much but it did get in the way of all the important things. A huge smile spread across his face as he noticed his small group of friends standing around. His eyes landing on his girlfriend, her back facing him. Dropping his bag down, his hand quickly wrapped around her waist. "Hey baby." He chuckled out, feeling her jump.

Skylar
I squealed with surprise as Matt wrapped his arms around my waist. I turned to look up at him. " Hey babe" I said kissing his lips and wrapping my arms around his neck. " We gonna go over to your place today or do you have practice?" I bit my lip hoping to get the first answer instead of the second. I had something important to tell Matt but I was so scared to. I looked into his beautiful hazel eyes, my blue eyes twinkling with curiosity. Before he could respond the tallest out of our group, Jimmy ran towards Matt from behind. " Matt, look out" I giggled pulling out of his embrace to dodge the tackle that was about to commence.

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Zacky
I smiled gently at her before bending down to kiss her. " hey" I said to her. " Do you wanna go over to my house tonight or go see a movie tonight?" I asked her even though it was only the middle of the week. I loved it when she spend the week at my house, it made everything so much more fun even on the days that I had band practice. I looked into her beautiful eyes, I could see her hesitated. "Pretty please?" I begged getting down on my knees to tease her. " I'll make it worth while" i said, winking at her.

@ What A Beautiful Lie
Matt chuckled as he pushed his friend off his body, standing up he brushed off his pants. "You know you're going to kill someone one day." He told his extremely tall friend. He moved back towards Skylar, "thanks baby." He said sarcastically. Before he embraced her again, her back resting against his chest. Leaning his head down he place a kiss to her neck. "Brian wants to have an hour session. His mom's at work and gets off home at five, so we'll have to clear out then." He explained to her, he knew she hated the band. It wasn't that she didn't like the music or the guys it was the time factor. School and the band seem to take up most of his time, leaving her to be a groupie and hang around waiting for him. "But afterwards I'm all your." He said letting his hand roam further south on her stomach.

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Jordan playfully slapped him, she hated it when Zack talked dirty to her in front of their friends. She'd been a virgin when her and he first had sex. She hadn't told him she was until after, he was shocked to find out. But she knew if he had know they never would have done it, and their relationship wouldn't work. Zack wasn't one for clingy girls, and he expected her to cling. Though she wasn't one to cling. She actually showed him up on that one. They had gotten into a fight and called it off, well she wasn't going to wait around for him to figure out he lost something good so she moved on, to a guy or two. They weren't Zack and they'd only wanted one thing, so it was she either put out or put them out. And a time or two she did put out, it had pissed Zack off to no end. "You always make it worth my while." She whispered into his neck, before placing a kiss there.

Skylar
I put my head back so it was resting on his shoulder. " Okay" I said softly, placing my hand on top of his, " but this just means i get to have you longer tomorrow" I said. " Cause i've got something to tell you later. " I looked into his hazel eyes that seemed to be filled with confusion. " Don't worry babe, I'm probably just over reacting to what it is anyway." I turned around and kissed his lips. " you boys should probably get to practice then" I said, looking into his beautiful hazel eyes. I wonder how he would react when I decide to tell him i'm pregnant with his child. or possibly pregnant..

Zacky
I smiled at her. " I have band practice tonight for an hour but I'm free game for anything you wanna do afterwards." I said to her holding her close as I moved my hands further down her back. I kissed her deeply, moving my hands to her back pockets.

(my phone wouldn't post :O)

@ What A Beautiful Lie
Matt frowned not knowing why she'd need to talk to him, unless it's another talk about the band interfering with their lives. Matt nodded at her suggestion to going to practice. "Yeah don't want Haner pissed at us." He chuckled, before pulling her back into a kiss. "You'll be at my house after right?" He smirked down at her.

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Jordan smirked up at him, she loved feeling his hands on her body. "Well how about you stop by my house once you're done, and you'll see what I want to do." She teased him. She knew it drove him mad when she was trying to be seductive. She smiled softly before placing a kiss to his lips.

Skylar
"Course I will. I pretty much live there babe" I said to him. " "You go practice and I'll go to your house and wait for you. " I kissed his lips before pulling away. " Go do your thing babe" I said pushing his chest before kissing him softly. I then pulled away and walked down the road towards his house that wasn't all that far away.

Zacky
"babe" I whined. " That's not even nice to do that" I kissed her lips. "I'll see you in an hour " I said to her, kissing her lips before walking away from her to go find Matt Brian and the others.

(Sorry that it's so short, I'm using my phone because my internet went out)

@ What A Beautiful Lie
Matt watched Skylar walk away, he hated not being able to spend more time with her. It was hard, though this was his dream. Sighing he turned heading towards Brian's house.

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Jordan sighed before she slowly started to walk home. It was about a five minute walk and really she didn't plan on doing much for hers and Zack's time. All she needed was a shower, and then she'd end up dolling up a bit. It didn't take much to turn Zacky on.

@ What A Beautiful Lie
Matt froze his mouth slightly agape. "What?" His brow furrowed, "how?" He asked running his fingers through his hair. "We use protection, always."

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Jordan had showered and changed, a couple of months ago Zack had bought her some lingerie for her birthday. She'd refused to wear it, since they're always going to his house for sex. It was awkward and slightly uncomfortable, but her parents were at a dinner party and she didn't expect them home anytime soon. Nibbling on her lip, she laid down on the bed, just as the door opened. A soft smile graced her lips at his reaction. Moving to him, she smiled pulling his lips to hers. So what do you think?" She asked pulling back slightly.

Skylar
I looked down before looking up at him. " I...I don't know..Maybe we forgot to use protection at one point..or maybe it broke..I don't know like I said, I'm probably just over reacting. This isn't the first time that I've gotten sick and my period has been late.. " I said quietly before grabbing his hand. "I...if I am...do you want to keep it...adoption..abortion?" I asked quietly

Zacky
"I love it babe" i said to her. " You look absolutely stunning" i pulled her back to me and kissed her lips softly pulling my shirt off and throwing it across the room. I then ran my hand up her leg and flipped us over so I was on top of her.

@ What A Beautiful Lie
Matt gulped sitting down on his bed. "You're not sure." He said, "so then why do we need to discuss options?" He asked turning to face her. "I mean I don't even want to think about this unless you are." He told her. "So take a test." He said.

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Jordan giggled, letting her hands run up his chest. "Mm," she smiled up at him. "You know I could stay in bed with you all day." She said to him, rubbing her hands down to the waist line of his pants. "Please tell me that you don't have to be home soon."

Skylar
"I did...I took it twice to be sure, the first time I got positive and the second negative...Maybe we should just wait it out. " I said quietly sitting beside him. I looked up into his confused hazel eyes " What do we do?" I sighed quietly and put my head on his chest.

Zacky
"When do I ever have to be home soon?" I chuckled as I began to pull her clothing off of her body. Even though there wasn't much to it. " You're fucking gorgeous" I murmured as I kissed her neck.

(when should we flash back to when they're adults?)

@ What A Beautiful Lie
Matt's arms cradled her to his chest, his eyes on the wall. He didn't have any answers for her. He could feel his dreams slowly slipping from him. This was never something he wanted, but he wouldn't walk away from her. Not now not after everything they'd been through. Placing a soft kiss to the top of her head, he gave her the only answer he was sure of, "I don't know."

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Jordan giggled out, her nails dragging down his back. She was lost from everything. All that mattered to her was the man she had in her arms. He was the one, the love of her life. She couldn't imagine life with out him.
(When ever you want to)

@ What A Beautiful Lie
Matt woke up earlier than everybody, he turned the small living area into his gym. Doing push ups and sit ups, things he could managed to do. Jogging was something he always did in the morning at home, it helped wake him up. But since the bus was moving he really couldn't do that. Once the guys started to wake he moved to sit at the kitchen table, sitting here he could see almost all of the bus. The back room was excluded to his view. Sighing he relaxed the best he could, making idle chat here and there.

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Jordan rolled out of bed before walking to her in suite bathroom. Practically sleep walking through her shower, a yawn escaped her mouth as she stretched. Before she moved to her room and picking out an everyday outfit. Moving back to the bathroom she applied her make up and pulled her hair up into a braid. She didn't know why she even bothers, she could never braid to save her life, and her hair always fell out of the hold. Shrugging she headed for the kitchen she needed coffee.

Skylar
I watched Jordan walk out of her room and walk into the kitchen. I breathed out taking another sip of my coffee. " Are you ready for today?" I asked her. " To see the guys after six years?" I was worried. I was afraid Matt would have a girlfriend, I was afraid to tell him he had a six year old daughter that we thought was a false alarm. I sighed quietly and looked from my daughter before looking over at Jordan

Zacky
I sighed quietly and looked at Matt as the bus stopped at the venue. "I'm gonna go walk around guys. You can join if you want. " I then stood up and looked at the guys "Anyone wanna come with me? Maybe go meet some nice girls?"

@ What A Beautiful Lie
Matt sighed hearing Zack, before he shook his head. "Nah you go ahead." He said, before getting up from the table and walking back towards the bunks. He was going to change then go for a jog. Grabbing a pair of sweats he went into the bathroom to change, then exited and put on a pair of running shoes.

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"Not really," she sighed. She didn't want to bring her failed relationship to peoples attention, especially her high school boyfriend. "Really it's not going to change anything." She told her. "I mean I'm still going to be a single mother, with a dead beat ex." She rolled her eyes. "At least you have a chance to change that." She shrugged, pouring her a cup of coffee.

Skylar
"I wouldn't really wanna say that..." I said to her. " You really think a big famous rockstar is gonna want anything to do with his highschool ex-girlfriend and a kid he thought was a false alarm? Please. Matt isn't going to want anything to do with me." I then put my empty mug in the dishwasher. " Well I'm gonna go get ready, we gotta leave soon." I said before walking into my room to change. I looked through my clothes and pulled out my Metallica crop top and placed it on my body. I then grabbed a pair of my shorts and put them on before pulling on my grey converse. To tie the outfit together I pulled my hair into a ponytail. I grabbed my car keys and walked towards my door, I walked out of my room to see Christina playing with her barbies. "Ready to go see grandma babydoll?" I asked her.

Zacky
I walked down the road sighing quietly. I wondered how Jordan was doing. I hadn't really dated anyone since we broke up. I ended up getting engaged to a girl but it just wasn't the same as what Jordan and I had. I sighed quietly and kicked a rock down the sidewalk. Occasionally getting stopped by a few fans to take pictures and sign autographs. "Dude wait up!!!" I heard Jimmy shout from behind me causing me to stop in my tracks and wait for him.

@ What A Beautiful Lie
Matt kept the hood of his hoodie up as he jogged, he didn't want to be noticed by fans. He'd had enough of them for awhile, and was ready to be home. Time to himself was what he needed. The guys were great but he just needed to be away from everybody and everything. Since he's split from his ex things haven't been the same, she had been his world. There was only one other girl that compared but that was back in high school.

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Jordan sighed before looking down at her clothing, "do you think it's too warm for jeans?" She asked, before looking up at nobody. Frowning she sighed before walking up the stairs, she'd been distracted lately. This was the first time Kayson had been with his father. And the only reason he was there was because his grand parents were down visiting and wanted to see their grandson. Groaning she pulled her jeans off before pulling on a pair of simple black shorts. She wasn't trying to impress anyone, she knew things would never be the way they were in high school. And besides Zack more than likely had a girlfriend or wife. She hadn't kept tabs on him, it was to hard to see that she'd lost him.