This Life |Closed RP

@ Jackson Teller;

Ariana

"Ah!" I cried out when I felt him push into me, tears bricking my eyes because of how long it has been since I had sex, which was about 3 months ago.

"Mmmm you still feel as amazing as the last time we did it," Matt smirked, pinning my body to the bed with his while still being cautious not to put too much weight on my stomach, "Once your hormones get a little wild and make you begging for me, I will be happy to satisfy you. It won't be long until you completely fall for me, Ariana. Because damn, I'm already in love with you."

"You don't know what love is..." I whispered, letting out a moan that was a mix of pain and pleasure.

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Jimmy

"Hey," I whispered to Wendy, placing my hand on he leg and rubbing against the skin with my fingertips in small circles, "Relax. I'm going to get you fed good. Our cooks here are fucking amazing with their food," I smiled.

"No shit," Brian blurted out, nearly stuffing his face with pancakes, "These are the best tasting pancakes ever and I never grow tired of it."

"What do you want, love? We can make you anything," I offered, watching her soft eyes look up at me.

"Maybe...some pancakes and fruit?" Wendy asked.

I nodded, "Absolutely, and I will order some orange juice as well," I added in, calling up the maid to take our order.

Matt

I ignored her and kept thrusting in and out of her. I felt myself getting to my point as I exploded into her. I painted a little leaning down to her ear, "I know what love is. I just have a hard time letting people in." I growled into her ear as I felt her walls tighten when she had her orgasm.

I pulled out and took a breath as I got off of her and slid into my boxers, pants, and tee. I turned and looked back at her. "Come. I'm going to take you down to eat." I said lightly to her.

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Wendy

I watched him. His sudden change was kind of scary. I picked at my nails as I looked down at my knees. I heard Jimmy begin placing an order to the maid. I saw Brian get up and leave as I looked at Jimmy. "Why the sudden change towards me, other than that I am pregnant." I said lightly so only Jimmy heard the last part.

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Ariana

"O-Okay," I stuttered, slowly getting up from the bed as I let out a loud wince from the pain in my lower body, "I-I'm fine...it's just been a while...and I haven't been feeling that good lately," I sighed, straightening up gown before wrapping my arms around my body and following Matt.

A shudder went through me from the cold draft in this house and by the fact that I was forced to be with this fucker once again. Honestly, I wish I never would have visited that bar those many months ago. The karma is starting to hit me and I was hating every moment with it...especially since I was now pregnant with Matt's kid.

But I couldn't help but admire how big and rather beautiful the house was in my own eyes. I smiled at the sight but then changed it to a frown when I noticed Matt still in front of me, walking me to the dining room. Once we entered, I could see Wendy sitting next to Jimmy...but sadly, Matt made me sit a bit farther down from them so I could sit with Brian and the others. Fuck...I never wanted to see Brian's face again because I know how much he always wants to get in my pants again...

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Jimmy

"I may be a fucking sick asshole, but I have certain...conditions that connect to that," I sighed, watching her eye me in some confusion, which persuaded me to elaborate, "Growing up, my parents found out that I had a mental condition, which was multi-personality disorder. I would be so sweet and caring...and then seconds later, I would be this monster that I never hoped to be. I was slightly treated by my doctor...but things got bad."

"How bad?" she asked.

I smiled, "Well, my parents threatened me to lock me up in an asylum or a mental psychiatric hospital. I freaked out...and ended up stabbing my parents repeatedly with a kitchen knife. That was when the 'monster' side of me took over... After that, I ran away and ended up finding Matt and the others. We all then became brothers and all, soon coming to be the biggest mobsters in the US. Funny how things go," I chuckled, sipping my coffee that the maid gave me.

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Matt

I looked at Jimmy and nodded his head. I looked at Ariana, "What do you want to eat, Ariana?" I asked her and smiled lightly. I watched her keep hugged up to herself as she looked down at Wendy.

"What she's eating." Ariana spoke lightly.

I nodded my head ordering her some fruit, pancakes, and juice. I ordered myself some and some coffee. I sighed a little and looked at her, "After this you have a doctor's visit with the doctor." I told her.

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Wendy

I frowned at his story. I couldn't believe he'd went through that. Right now he looked like the most sweetest guy that you could meet on earth. I bit on my lip seeing the food arrive. I sipped my orange juice and sighed a little. I took and looked at the food picking at it as I took small bites.

"I'm sorry you had to endure that." I whispered to him glancing over at him.

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Ariana

"T-Thank you, I guess," I whispered, not even wanting to look at his face right now as I played with my fingers against the tabletop, "I just hope nothing bad is mentioned..."

"Me neither," Matt responded, rubbing my back rather sensually, "I want you to be healthy, along with our baby. Just think what we could do with the kid. We have all the money we can have so we can do so much. I can even award you...if you like. Anything you want..."

I smiled, just barely, as I slowly looked over at him, "Matt?"

"Yeah?" he replied with his hazel eyes glancing at me.

"Were you...ever like happy with you life?" I asked out of curiosity, "Like...how did it happen you came to stuff like this? And...how your past was... I'm just wondering..."

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Jimmy

"Don't be," I shook my head slowly, letting out a sigh as the memories of the past came back to me, "Even with the money I have, I refuse medication...because after trying it out many years ago, I tried overdosing to end my life. Matt caught me in the act and kicked the shit out of my senses for thinking and acting such a thing. So now, I refuse to take it...but it doesn't help that I get very violent and extremely moody."

"Yeah..." Wendy cleared her throat.

"I don't expect you to like me either," I said in all honesty, "I know you hate my guts and want me to burn in hell or bleed out on the floor. I understand that. This side of me you see now, I wish I was always like that. But sadly...I'm not. It takes a lot to get me to be this nice for a long period of time..."

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Matt

I heard her question and let a soft sigh escape my lips. I stared at her. "One point I was." I told her and lent back into the dinning room chair. "I got married to a some chick when I was young. She claimed to have been pregnant with my child. So I done the man thing and married her to help." I stopped. "She lied the child wasn't mine it was a friend of ours. I felt the rage take me over and I killed her along with the man." I told her. "The baby was put at a church to get someone to adopt it." I told her and sighed.

"Guess that issue left me cold hearted and the monster that I am." I muttered staring down at my knees before looking away from her.

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Wendy

I stared at him hearing his words. I took and bit my lip and nodded my head a little as I finished with the food. I paused a second staring at him, "This side is rather charming." I replied softly before glancing at my hands on the table. I picked at the nail polish I had on them.

Knowing that any moment he could snap again. Terrified me. But from what he had said he'd went through. Broke my heart for him. I couldn't change my emotions now. Damn fucking hormones. I let a soft sigh escape my lips as I looked up hearing voices come from the kitchen.

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Ariana

"It was on her part that she had what she had coming," I began, fiddling with the fabric of the gown on my lap, "But...in another perspective, it was a little too far. Granted I would be doing the same thing if Chris so happened to cheat on me, which I knew he never would," I paused and looked over to stare at Matt, "Is that why you want me so much?"

"Hm?" Matt asked, trying to figure out what I am trying to say.

"The reason to have me so much in your grasp because by the fact...that I was different...in a 'good' way to your own heart and also that I was taken by someone else, thus enraging the jealousy within you?" I elaborated, "You just wanted to feel loved again by a woman you wanted of strong-will...didn't you...?"

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Jimmy

"You know, believe it or not, Matt wasn't always like this either," I smiled towards Wendy in a low voice that only she could hear, soon seeing her quirk her thin eyebrow up at me in slight shock and confusion, "It's true... Only thing is, he grew up with an abusive father...and a neglecting mother. When he was 10 years old, Matt's mom began true to her senses that she was apparently 'disgusted' and 'appalled' by her son. He looked so much like his dad...and his dad was a true abusive, cheating dickhead at the time. So...knowing that, Matt's mom thought that he would turn out to be like his dad. So...she left, leaving Matt to deal with his father's beatings."

"Jesus..." Wendy breathed, "Did he escape it?"

"Yes...but with blood on his hands," I went on, "At age 16, Matt knew it was time to stop. He was becoming an adult in 2 years and couldn't take it anymore. So, when his father was asleep, he took some sharp tools....and castrated his father, along with slicing his throat and punching him in the face so hard that his nose broke into his skull. Yeah...it was gruesome. But things went into a silver-lining when Matt escaped to go to his Uncle, who was a head President of a big 'Mob'."

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Matt

I sighed, I knew I shouldn't had opened up about my past. I took a deep breath just trying to ignore her question when the maid brought the food. There was more to me than what I had told her. But in time if I felt like I could completely trust her. I'd tell her. "Eat up." I told her taking a bite of my food and drinking my coffee.

"Matt....please." Ariana's soft voice rang through my ears causing me to sigh.

"I told you that story so you'd know me a little better. But I didn't plan on you asking questions." I admitted to her turning to face her. "Yes that's why I took you. You're right." I told her bluntly. "I wanted you because you are 'good' as you say to my heart. You make me feel like a person not some fucking mob monster that I was taught to be or turned out to be. I feel like a man with a meaning in life. A meaning to be with you and our child." I told her getting up from the table and walking off. "When she's done Jim, bring her back to my room." I called out to Jimmy going away and up the stairs.

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Wendy

I saw Matt get up and walk away frowning. These guys were just normal guys. But abused. I turned and looked at Jimmy. "Can I tell you something?" I asked him as he nodded his head.

"Yeah, sure." He told me and looked at me.

"Since we're opening up." I paused. "My mom and I were so close. She was my best friend. On my sixteenth birthday. My dad tied me to a chair and made me watch him murder her. The most gruesome way that he could." I sighed tears building up. "She had gotten with another man, who had treated me like a daughter. He was a big mob boss. My mom loved him and he loved her and my self. My father didn't like the idea." I stopped.

"He took and caught her coming in getting our stuff and attacked us both. Breaking my wrist and arm in several places. He then tied me to the chair and forced me to watch. He sliced her breasts off, and then cut various markings into her body before slitting her throat. He let her completely bleed out in front of me. He told me he'd come back after me." I looked up at Jimmy and frowned. "I found him when Ariana and became best friends and started our mob. I took and castrated the bastard and did the same to him that he did to my mother." I looked down at my hands.

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Jimmy

I couldn't believe what I was hearing. All the horrifying shit in life was something Wendy went through as well. Fuck, I just can't imagine how traumatizing that was i her life. I'm sure that the bad part of me just made that a lot worse...

"Jesus...I'm...so sorry you had to experience that," I frowned, slowly turning away from her, "I know I just made it worse...or at least the fucked up part of me did. Damn...I screwed up majorly. All I wanted was a beautiful woman of a strong personality in my life...and I just screwed it up badly."

I let out a sigh before rubbing my fingers over my face in slight frustration and major guilt, "I can never take anything back...never. I understand how much you love Ricky...I just get insanely jealous when I can never have that love," I frowned.

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Ariana

After I finished most of my food, I let Johnny take me up to Matt's room, since Jimmy was too into a discussion with Wendy. Damn, it really made me realize how...broken these men are and how they were formed as the monsters they are today. I went through terrible shit as well...and I never realized that it would be the same for Matt or anyone in this house.

Entering the room as Johnny left, I could see Matt sitting at the edge of the bed staring at a wall. It was starting to become a reality of how depressed and alone he felt. All he needed was a woman...and shit, I would never forgive him for the shit he has done. But before I even think about killing him, maybe give him what he wants just so I can escape when the time is right. It's not healthy to remain with Matt all my life.

After all, I belong to Chris.

Slowly taking a seat behind Matt on the bed, I gently let my hands hesitantly rub his shoulders comfortingly, my lips pressing against the side of his head as his intoxicating cologne breezed into my nose, "Hey...you aren't alone..." I whispered in his ear.

Matt

I felt her hands on my shoulders. I slowly looked back at her. I had no idea if this was a game again, or real. But at the moment I felt like shit. Alone. And getting depressed. I took and glanced back at her. "I'm not, huh?" I asked her lightly seeing her shake her head.

"Not at all." She said before pushing her lips to mine.

I turned a little pulling her carefully into my lap. My hand rested on her hip as the other against her cheek. I kept kissing her and held her close to my body.

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Wendy

I pushed the food away and looked at Jimmy. I frowned seeing his frown. I slid my hand up to his face. I caressed it lightly before leaning in pressing my lips softly to his. I couldn't remain with him. It wasn't healthy at all. I had no intention on killing him now. So I had to make him feel loved. I felt sorry for him, part of me wanted to kill him for the shit he put me through and was putting me through right now.

I pulled back, "Yes you did do some fucked up shit." I told him lightly. "But it's in the past." I whispered keeping my hand on his cheek lightly. I belonged to Ricky and always would belong to him.

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Ariana

"Let me prove to you," I said between kisses as he continued to have me on his lap while he sat on the bed, "That you aren't alone...and that you have me...in your grasp...forever...until we die."

Slowly breaking the kiss away, I go to pulling his pants and boxers to mid-thigh, seeing he was only semi-hard but I knew that would change very fast, "Let me give you love, Matt. Something that you never had before," I whispered, "But let's take our sweet time...no rush. I'm not going anywhere."

Once Matt released a strained moan as I stroked his cock, I smiled and kissed along his neck. His legs were quivering under me and practically he was begging to get inside of me when his hands tightened around my waist. This would be my only kind of chance to have to get him to trust me and fall into my profound use of "love".

"You like that, baby?" I purred, continuing to stroke his dick with my hand.

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Jimmy

"Yeah...I guess so," I sighed, trying to turn my head away but she immediately brought it back to gazing into her eyes as she pressed her lips to mine once again, "Wendy...you don't have to pretend..."

"I'm not," she insisted, the honesty pure in her voice, "Just...go with it...and let me in. I can help you. You won't have to feel alone anymore."

"How do I know you won't backstab me again?" I said bluntly, not wanting to look at her eyes.

"Because I would have killed you already if I wanted to, trust me," she smirked, causing me to snort a chuckle.

"Yeah I guess you are right," I breathed, my fingers trailing over her arms.

Matt

I held onto her waist as I let another moan out feeling her stroking my cock. I took and looked at her, "I fucking love it." I whispered to her. I slid my hand up her gown and landed it on her vagina.

I began rubbing over it gently as I took and picked him speed before putting my finger at her clit and rubbing it. I felt her tremble and grinned pressing into her lips with my own taking her into a sloppy kiss.

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Wendy

I kept my hand on his cheek as I climbed into his lap lightly. I took and lent in and kissed his lips lightly. I held to him kissing his lips a little rougher. I slid out of his lap and grabbed his hand. "How about we take this upstairs?" I whispered pulling him for the steps.

Once we entered his room. I led him over to the bed where I took and pushed him down onto the bed. I lent in and pressed my lips to his startling his lap. I slipped his pants and boxers off tossing them aside. I saw him getting hard as I grinned. I pulled his shirt off leaving him completely nude. I began trailing kisses down his tattooed covered chest. My hand moving to his cock and stroking it.

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(Well this is getting very naughty, bad, and sexy ;D)

Ariana

"Mmm," I moaned against his mouth, his fingers expertly moving over my clit in a fast pace now, "No time to wait anymore," I whispered before slamming his back to the sheets and removing his hand from between my legs.

Smiling down at him lying on the bed, I adjust myself to where my soaking pussy hovered over his already rock-hard cock. I smirked a bit deviously as I let my wet opening only move along the tip of his dick, causing Matt to let out a frustrated groan, "Mmmm you want to be fully in, don't you? You don't like to be teased... You want to feel warmth and a plea for a release. How much do you love me?"

I continued to move my entrance along the head of his dick and nowhere further, wanting him to see how much he wants to feel inside of me.

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Jimmy

"Fuck...baby I don't know how long I can just lay back and wait....I waited too long to have you, baby," I moaned, wanting to feel inside of her for the first time in months, "God...I can't wait..."

"You are already throbbing against my hand," Wendy smiled down at me, "You want me that bad? You want to take control?"

"Fucking yes," I growled, unexpectedly grabbing her arms and flipping her over to where I slammed her back to the bed and hovered over her body, "I won't take the time away... I will go slow so I can savor the moment of feeling you again," I breathed, leaning in to capture her lips into a rough kiss.

Lining myself up with her entrance, I rub along her clit to get her very wet for me, "It's been a while sweetie...I'm going to need to get you wet and ready... I'm no normal size," I chuckled.

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Matt

I groaned out feeling her teasing me. I grabbed her forearms and bit down on my lip ring, "I want you so fucking bad." I told her in a pleading tone. "I need to feel your wet pussy over my cock. While your boobs flop with every god damn movement you do." I told her in a moan. She was driving me fucking insane. I need her so bad. I would've flipped us but I was scared to harm the baby or her with the rough movement.

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Wendy

I bit my lip feeling his finger rubbing fast over my clit. I let out a moan arching my back as I took and gripped to his fore arms, "Shit." I whispered out feeling him pick up his pace. I felt my self getting wet as he he soon entered me. I felt his pace pick up a little as I dug my nails into his back raking them down his milky white skin.

"Oh fuck." I whispered out in a moan.

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Ariana

"I think I can accept that plea," I smiled before slowly taking him in me, a mix of a gasp and a moan emitting from my lips, "Oh fuck...oh god..."

"Jesus-fucking-Christ," Matt cursed out as I fully engulfed him inside of me, "Fuck, even from fucking you earlier, you still feel so goddamn good," he growled, gripping my hips fiercely that it was close to bruising.

"Mmm and you still make me feel just as good as before," I purred, slowly beginning to move my hips to keep this slow and pleasuring for him, "Fuck...your thick cock feels good moving inside of me. does this feel good for you, love?"

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Jimmy

"Mmmm I bet you love it when I do this and you probably miss this so much, baby," I whispered towards her face, my hips moving a bit slowly but steady as I got buried as deep as I could inside of her, "Mmm you are so tight...you feel so damn good. Just as relishing as I remembered, Wendy. You are so fucking delicious."

Growling lowly in pleasure at the feeling of her tight pussy and the sight of her gorgeous body, I smirked down at her and dipped my head down to take one of her nipples in my mouth. Eagerly I sucked on the bud while my hands moved to her wrists and pinned them to the sheets. I wanted her to have the most violent orgasm yet that will drive her absolutely insane.

"Mmmm fuck, Wendy, oh god," I moaned in ecstasy, continuing to move in a slow steady pace to savor this amazing moment.

Matt

I moaned out as I gripped to her hips and moved one hand to her boobs. I began palming her boob as I took the nipple between my fingers. I took and fiddled with it and moaned out. "Oh fucking god, it feels so damn good." I moaned out to her.

I heard a moan emit from her lips. I took and gripped to her hip more and her boob. I felt her slowly pick her speed up. I took and moaned louder. It wall I seemed to be able to do. She felt so fucking amazing.

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Wendy

Feeling him pin my wrist down to the sheets. I could feel myself getting turned on more and more at him going slow and sucking on my nipple. A loud moan erupted from my lips causing me to bit down on my lip. "Oh fuck....Jimmy." I moaned out feeling him going slow.

I could feel myself turned on more and more. I knew what he was trying to do or so I thought I did. I knew this orgasm was going to be a violent one.

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Ariana

Smirking down at how much he was in pleasure, I gently and unexpectedly get off of him to only lie down on the bed next to him, "Now...make love to me back...now that I showed you what I could provide."

Matt looked over with heavy breaths and smiled, taking no hesitation in his shaking limbs to hover over me and capture me in a deep kiss. His calloused hands pushed my knees to where my legs were slowly pushed apart, his dick already pressing a bit teasingly against my sensitive opening. I chuckled against his lips as we then tongue kissed, our tongues fighting to dominate over each other in the most sensual makeout that I ever had with this man. And fuck, could he do it fucking well.

In the heat of the kiss, Matt forced his hips forward, causing both of us to break apart our kiss and moan out, his thrusts soon beginning but going slow to enjoy the moment we had.

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Jimmy

"Fuck I can feel you just pulsating against my dick from the great amount of pleasure I'm giving you," I growled against her breast, slowly releasing the nipple that was in my mouth with a loud 'pop', "You never felt this much pleasure, have you?"

"N-No," she stammered in an instant response, causing me to grin at her.

"See? I can give you this anytime you like and any point of the day it is available in a warm welcome for you," I smiled, "I'm in love with you, Wendy," I whispered, not fucking caring how fucked up it was to say 'I love you' in a short amount of time and how I nearly broke her from my other dark self, "Fuck you are so wet and warm...," I purred, trailing my tongue along her neck before sucking on it hard to create a hickey.

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Matt

I thrusted in and out of her enjoying the feels of her wet, juicy pussy against my cock. I kept going taking my lips down to her neck and sucking.

I wanted to make a damn hickey on her neck and let everyone know she belonged to me now. I kept going trying to be careful due to the baby. I bit her neck lightly hearing her moan my name out.

"Are you enjoying this baby?" I asked her in a purring tone like she had taunted me with earlier. I kept going and slowly picked my pace up wanting to savor this.

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Wendy

I moaned his name out loudly and gripped to his shoulders. "Oh god...Jimmy." I whispered out in a moaning tone. I was loving this. Something inside of me had snapped, and I was enjoying this so much.

I heard him say he loved me. Maybe his softer side was capable of it, but his dark side wasn't. I gripped tighter to his shoulders feeling the pressure inside of my stomach. "Oh god...." I screamed out knowing I was getting ready to cum.

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Ariana

Gripping on to his shoulders with my nails, I nodded while revealing true expressions of complete ecstasy, "It feels amazing..." I moaned, moving my legs up to wrap around his waist so he can get deeper.

Matt smirked down at me and pressed a gentle kiss on my lips before saying, "Tell me you are mine. Tell me you love me forever and you are mine now and always."

To keep this going and to prevent any harm to Chris, I smiled up at him while biting my lower lip, "Y-Yes...Matt, I love you so much...and I will forever be yours until the end of time," I whispered with a strained moan, feeling the pressure in my stomach expand so violently, "I want you to cum inside of me so hard when the time comes..."

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Jimmy

The sounds of her pleasuring cries and moans were enough to drive me off the edge. But I for sure promised to keep this going to let her know how good I would make her feel.

Chuckling down at her, I stop for a brief moment to place her legs over my shoulders while I began kneeling on the sheets. Then, I continued my thrusts, cursing out at the new depth and pleasure that took over me, "Fuck your pussy is so good," I growled, then starting to slam a bit harder while rubbing her clit eagerly, "Mmm I want to feel you tighten around my cock. You ready for me to cum deep inside of you soon? You want me to fill you up baby? I sure fucking can...and fuck, it is so coming soon..."