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Ashton
Ashton is tempted to walk all the way back to the bus and throw a couple of punches to Luke's face.
"You're so sensitive, being a manwhore isn't in your best interest. All you're gonna do is cry when they leave you again and again and again."What made Luke say that, he doesn't know, and if he talks to Luke at any point again in this lifetime, he sure would like to know. It was so out of left field and so
unLuke of him to say that it cut even deeper than it should have. He tries to push it out of his head for the moment, however, just rubs his arms and bites his lip and pretends that he is all alone for the moment. There is no abnormally rude Luke, there is no ridiculous amount of bands, it is just him and the early morning sunshine.
The illusion doesn't last long, however, because all of a sudden his shoulder is being grabbed and someone is yelling, "Jacky!" like
he is Jacky and he isn't and he's being turned around and he's spitting, "Ey, mate! Watch it!" before he knows who's touching him because he is just in a shitty mood. And then he's facing one of the ballsiest men Ashton thinks the world has ever seen, also known as Ronnie Radke, and Ashton just about cries. "Oh, God, I'm really sorry," he apologizes all too fast, hands out in what could be taken in surrender. "I just thought, ah, dammit. Just not having the best mornin' right now, it's all kind've just gone to shit."
Ronnie smirks a bit, asks, "What could go wrong, the morning's just started?"
"I don't know, ask fuckin' Luke," he sighs, but then quickly slaps a hand over his mouth. "Dammit. Sorry again. Don't mean to snap at you, it's just. Dammit. Bad morning."
"Luke's your bandmate, isn't he?"
"Yeah. Just. Um." He runs his hand through his hair before tightening the bandanna around his head and kicking at pebbles. "We're not on the greatest of terms right now. I dunno what happened, really, but. . ."
"You're such a cunt, Hemmings, fuck you!"". . .but whatever it was, it's not gonna be fun to deal with later."
♥
Louis
Louis is certainly not one for heights, and yet here he sits atop his tour bus, legs crossed and head tilted back. He figures that early morning is a good time to steal a cigarette from Zayn, because then he isn't awake to complain about the fact that Louis is constantly bumming cigarettes from him. He also figures that early morning is a good time to think clearly about all the shit that can come from being on this tour.
They are
One Direction, for God's sake, surrounded by a ridiculous amount of louder, heavier bands. And Louis knows most of them, that is not the problem. The problem is that they know him, too. They know him as a boybander, a "pop sensation," and it makes him a bit ill to think about how they're going to treat him - or, even worse, the rest of the lads. Harry clings to criticism and Zayn tries to fight it all off, Niall cries about it when he thinks no one can hear him and Liam lets it weigh too heavy. Then there's Louis, who allows the harsh words to sit and sit and sit and build and build and build until its too much and he explodes or collapses.
Why the hell did they agree to this?
Right, right, management. As in the same management who demands that he and Harry be separated so much. It's getting to the point where even the fans notice, and that sort of defeats the whole purpose of separating them, doesn't it? Fuck. His cigarette is burned to the butt. He should've stolen another. Zayn is too knocked out to know up from down, anyway.
He considers going to get another or even buying his own when Harry emerges from the bus and manages to make his way to the top without falling once. He trips on the ladder - of course he does, it's Harry - but doesn't fall. Louis feels like he should applaud.
"What're you doing up so early?" he asks with that signature smile. "You're not exactly a morning creature."
"Well, you're not exactly a stable one, are ya, Long-Legged Sally?"
Harry rolls his eyes, those pretty jade eyes that Louis adores and yet, he's got to keep it a top secret sort of thing. He can't even tell Harry. This has been going for four years now. Jesus.
"Shut up. What're you doin' up here?"
Louis shrugs, wishing he had just stolen Zayn's whole pack. He seriously has to consider buying his own.
"Just thinkin', that's all."
Harry is not satisfied. "About? C'mon, Lou, you've got that look on your face like somethin's botherin' you."
It warms Louis' heart that Harry knows he's got a 'something's-bothering-you' face, but he can't exactly share that. He can't exactly share anything; his anxiety about the tour, his anxiety about everything in general, his (too strong) feelings. . .it's gotta stay hush-hush. He doesn't want to ruin anything.
"This is just my face, Styles."
"Then somethin' is botherin' you every day?"
Damn him.
"No. Let's just go back in."
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Aidan
Aidan hides in the trees as Josh follows behind him. He doesn't exactly
know that Josh is behind him, but still he runs, hoping to leave his embarrassment and stupidity behind in the lot.
He clambers up a tree, yet doesn't quite make it, because Aidan has never been able to scale a tree. It's always been Henry; the older brother, the smarter brother. Of course. So he just sits at the bottom of the tree, starts messing with a few of the fallen leaves and wondering if he can live with himself ever being that dumb again. How did he manage to bump right into Joshua freaking Balz? Josh was probably about to laugh at him. Laugh or call him stupid or snap at him for being stupid and then laugh.
Something like that. He must have been about to do something like that because Josh is at the top and Aidan is honestly still trying to find his way out of the mud at the bottom. He's a nobody; why wouldn't Josh laugh?
Henry probably would have been suave and cool with the whole incident, but Aidan had to stutter and run. Jesus Christ.
He stops berating himself long enough to look up at the sound of footsteps. Who could it be? Josh? No. Hopefully not. Hopefully so. Josh?
It is. And he gets to see Aidan fail again, this time at climbing a tree, because the first thing Josh notices is that he's on the ground at the foot of the damned tree. Oh, Aidan could just sob.
"Yeah, you get to see me fail again. Funny, isn't it?"