(Okay, sorry about that. I was planning on something else for her I was just going over ideas and I hadn't decided when I wrote the last post. I wasn't going to just leave it at that.)
Melinda pulled away, sitting up in his lap and placing her hands on his chest. Looking down at him, there was a million thoughts that were running through her head and she had no idea where to start. "I want, I want to tell you why I stole what I did, why I wanted to get your attention," She started, and she paused for a moment to run a hand through her hair, more out of nervousness than worry about her appearance.
"When I was younger, the Joker took my Mom and I away because my father had information he wanted. My father worked for a corporation that was working on military power, a type of weapon that could be deployed for mind control. The technology was small and intricate, and my father was one of the people that had developed it. They were essentially microbots that searched until they could find a host body, and would attach at the base of the neck of whatever was closest that had human biology. My father was working to make them so that troops of people could be tracked on the battlefield, and they were being further developed for a closed, safe feed that they could all communicate on without having to physically speak. The joker wanted to use them for his goons and to turn regular people on the streets to people he could bend to his will," She remained calm and her voice steady throughout the explanation, but at the beginning of her next words, her eyes began to tear up.
"The Joker kept up tied up at the warehouse, and I watched as he tortured my mother for information, even though she didn't have any. I listened in a corner, restrained and unable to reach her, as he called my father and made him listen to her scream. My father found us through a tracker he had placed in my bracelet that he had given me for my birthday, and he bargained himself for the release of my mother and I. The Joker agreed but broke his promise, and after gaining all of the information, he took the keys to the building and his card and shot them both. I just remember screaming and screaming until I lost my voice, and it was at that moment that Batman found me. He swooped in and the Joker scrambled, saving himself and leaving his goons for Batman to knock out. The one thing I remember was him releasing me from my ties and I ran to my parents, just holding them and wanting so badly for them to wake back up. It was then that I felt a hand on my shoulder, and I turned to see you, all dressed up in your Robin outfit, and you reached out and gave my your hand and you didn't say anything but there wasn't anything to be said," Melinda stopped for a second, reaching up to wipe away the streams of tears running down her face silently.
"I was placed into foster care after you saved me, and I was stuck in the system for years. No one wanted me because I would always wake up with nightmares screaming, and I would claw at anything I could reach, wanting to get revenge for what had happened to my parents. I didn't want any friends or family, I was so focused on what I could do and how I could find him I didn't focus on being kind and friendly and everything that the system wants you to be in order to get a family and stay with them. I spent so many hours planning but feeling helpless, I had no combat skills or intelligence on how to even get close to the Joker. The only thing I could remember was how Batman had found me, and how you were with him. I had seen you fight and how skilled you were even though you were as young as I was, and I idolized you for your technique. I wished to see you fight again and I wanted to train and battle with you to learn how you moved," She continued, and even though she knew she was talking and talking, she couldn't stop.
"When I was eighteen I became my own legal guardian and I was on my own. It was then I started training, and I started of thinking of ways that I could get your attention. I needed you to be able to get to the Joker. I listened in to police comms and the news and it was all I did. It consumed me, so I started stealing. I needed to do something to get you to notice me so that I could get your help. I donated all of the jewels I stole under Wayne's name to charities and I never used any of the money myself. I didn't want to stoop down to Joker's level, and I knew stealing wasn't right, but I would do anything to get revenge for my parents," She sighed heavily, shifting herself slightly as her tears dried on her cheeks. "Anything," Melinda repeated, her voice filled with vengeance.
Clarissa listened silently, nodding along with his story as she looked away from the window to him. "Yeah, I feel better," She said, standing up then and taking the water bottle with her. She took a few more sips as she followed Dick inside the mansion, thinking about what he had said about Damian. There was a lot more there that she didn't know about, and a lot she didn't know about Dick either. It was the same the other way as well, she hadn't revealed much about her past as she was still scared to bring it back up, as it followed her every day everywhere she went.
April 23rd, 2016 at 06:43pm