Chatroom for Night Owls

@ Flower_Child
Tied for lack of a better word

Word, yeah I'm pretty tired of the same cycle, work and school. Can't wait for Thanksgiving break so I can finally go home.

@ Flower_Child
I know right?

Hello everyone! Anyone up? How you people doing?

AnyWAY! I have something I need to let off my chest. Even though I'm usually pretty adamant on NOT going to non-work related website during working hour but I'm bending my own rules for now because I don't have internet access at home and I won't be back to my parents' place to hog the wifi until the next paycheck which means it won't be until at least 2 weeks and a half from now.

I think I have a problem.

I think I am starting to develop a crush on one of my colleagues. Okay, okay, before you guys go and say "what's the problem with that?" and so on and so forth. Here I'm going to list out a few reasons why this is a bad, bad, bad idea.

1. It's not easy for me to like someone. I mean, of course I occasionally check out cute/hot dudes here and there but like proper full on crush, palms sweating, heart beating kind of crush, I've only ever had that once. And that didn't turn out too good for me. And this is kind of scaring me. Like yesterday, he looked sooooo freaking tired and I had this urge to just go there and reassure him in all the NON-professional way, if you know what I mean. And I've never felt that way towards anyone aside from that one guy that broke my heart and now, him.

2. He's my boss. Well, he's not like the big boss or anything. But right now, I'm still under training and he's assigned to be my trainer cum buddy mentor thingy where he'll be the one guiding me and stuff. And goddamned I can't even...

3. There's a high chance that he's married. And I don't think this needs any explanation. There are a million reasons why it's bad to have feelings for a married man. Okay, sure I don't see any wedding ring on his finger but I don't really count on that because the production area we work don't allow us to wear any accessories like rings or bracelets because they don't want those accessories to fall into the machine and whatever. So it may be out of habit that he doesn't wear any ring. And also, in Malaysia, not everyone wears wedding ring even if they are married.

I think I'm done rambling. I don't know if this is even relevant to anyone but I guess I just have to let it out of my chest. And I don't wanna tell this to any of my friends yet because I don't even know. I'm going slightly crazy here. But that's also probably because I can't really find anyone I completely trust enough at the moment.

I guess that's all from me. Have a nice day, peeps!
xxLina

@ little tea-pot;
Oh, honey! I feel you completely! I've been there (except the married part, hahah).
I'm the exact the same, I don't like someone easily. And it hits you so goddamn hard when you do. It has its pros and cons. Liking co-workers is tricky, but the married part is definitely the hardest.
I was once head over heels with a co-worker ten years older than me and that was disastrous but that's a story for some other day.
ANYWAY. Find out if he's married because if he isn't, you've got nothing to lose!

@ arrivals.
I'm more than 90% positive now that he's not a single man. I 'accidentally' came across his Facebook the other day. (If you count deliberately typing out his name at the search bar and his profile actually came out is an accident I need to up my stalking skills. ) And anyway, yeah, in some of the photos, he was with this one girl and they looked quite intimate. I'm not sure if that's his wife or his girlfriend but it's still the same thing. He isn't single. Ah well... I guess that can't be helped. I'm not a homewrecker and I'm just gonna keep our relationship strictly professional.

@ little tea-pot;
Ahhhh, it's a pity to hear that! Hey, something better (and single) will come along!

How is everyone?

@ Brittt
Hello there! I'm well, how about yourself? :)

@ arrivals.
I'm good! just trying to get some homework done. I've had to do so much tonight and I'm currently browsing mibba all at the same time.

@ Brittt
Ahaha, we're all guilty of that! What do you study? :)

@ arrivals.
I'm currently majoring in Justice Studies! I just called it quits for the night, I think. I finished writing my rough draft for a discussion question and my brain is basically fried.

@ Brittt
That's so cool! I've never known anybody with that major. How's it? :)

@ arrivals.
It's pretty good so far. The first class is basically the introduction to how the online system works. I'm almost done with the first week and it hasn't been so bad.

@ Brittt
I'm glad to hear that! What have you been up to other than that?

@ arrivals.
browsing around on youtube and at work. What have you been up to?

Hi guuuys! How're you all doing? C:

@ Moses' Puppy Hina
I'm good

@ Brittt
The same thing! Ahahah, and some uni stuff!

@ arrivals.
Oh yeah that's always fun! I made it through my first week of college officially. Still not sure how.