Pretty Little Psycho.

"Hey uh, Roxie, could you come here for a minute?" Madeline called out to the front of the bus. "I need your help with something." Madeline had really been hoping that getting back on tour would help things, but so far it wasn't looking that way. Her period was supposed to have started three days ago and it still hasn'thadn't
So while she was at the store buying a few last minute things to take with her on tour, she decided to buy a pregnancy test. Any other time she would be excited about the prospect of being pregnant but there was a problem: she'd slept with Zacky and Brian on the same day, barely hours apart, and if she was pregnant, she had no idea which one of them was the father.

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"Being at home was nice but it's great to be back on tour," Matt said. He tossed his bag into the compartment underneath his bunk and plopped down on the couch. "Even if I have to be crammed into a small space with you fuckers."

"Gee Matt, we love you, too," Johnny drawled sarcastically.

Thankfully they had a couple of days to settle into the routine of touring again before their first show. Reaching for the remote, Matt turned on the TV, flipping through the channels until he found something he liked.

Roxie had finished putting her bag away and stopped when she heard Madeline yell for her. She walked to her and shut the thin door that separated them from the rest of the people. "What's up?" She asked. Her eyes widened when Madeline showed her the pregnancy test box. She almost had a loud noise leave her mouth, but Madeline's hand silenced her. "What the fuck?" She muttered from behind her hand. She frowned when she heard Jimmy ask if they were okay. She let Madeline hide the box before Jimmy opened the door.

Jimmy looked at them, "Are you guys alright?" He asked.

Roxie nodded, "Yep." she said, shutting the door again. She turned to Madeline, "What are you going to do?" She whispered as she sat on the bed with her. "Like are you going to do it now?" She asked. "What if you are? What if Zacky flips out? What if it's you know who's?" She whispered. She sighed, "Wow this is stressful and it's not even me." She said. Roxie looked at Madeline, "Are you going to keep it?" She asked. "I mean if there is one." She added.

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Zacky sat up front, hearing the girls in the back. He looked at Jimmy as he sat next to him.

Jimmy looked at the guys, "Women are weird." He said.

Zacky laughed, "No shit." He said, taking a swig of his water. He looked at the tv show that Matt had found. "Why is it that you always end up with the fucking remote?" He asked, looking at Matt.

Brian looked at Zacky, "Well Johnny can't control it anymore since that time we caught him watching the bachelor." He said, laughing.

Zacky shook his head, "Matt sucks at finding stuff too. We are gonna have to revoke your remote privileges." He teased his friend. He leaned back against the couch as he thought about Madeline. She had been acting weird lately. He was hoping he hadn't done something to upset her. Ever since that night at the bar she had been acting off.

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When Roxie finally slipped into the bathroom with her, Madeline showed her the pregnancy test box. She quickly hid the box when Jimmy opened the door, pulling it back out when he was gone. She could barely open her mouth to respond to the questions Roxie was throwing her way. "I don't know what I'm going to do," Madeline said. "If the baby is Zacky's, of course I want it, but if it's Brian's...I don't know if I could care about it as much, as terrible as that sounds. I would never be able to look at my own baby without it reminding me of a night that ruined the best relationship I've ever had. Because I'm going to have to tell Zacky the baby might not be his and he's going to hate me." Madeline sniffled. "Will you step outside and watch the door while I take the test? Make sure nobody comes back here."

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"Why the fuck do you always complain about me having the remote?" Matt asked Zacky. "None of you fuckers is any good at choosing a show either, so sit back and shut the fuck up." He could hear the girls.talking down the hall, but he knew better than to go and see what was going on, especially since Jimmy just tried to check on them and had the door shut in his face. He'd learned a long time ago not to stick his nose in his sister's business. And he didn't really want to do that to Roxie, either. If she wanted to tell him what was going on, she would. If not, oh well.

Roxie nodded, "Sure." She said. She stepped put of the bathroom, seeing that the guys were distracted. When Madeline finished she walled back to her bed with her. "Well?" She whispered. She bit her bottom lip lightly as she looked at Madeline. She could tell by the look on her face that the test had been positive. Roxie sighed, "So when are you going to tell him?" She whispered.

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Zacky sighed as he leaned back against the couch. He noticed the girls kind of keeping to themselves. He wondered what was going on. Maybe he would finally find out what had Madeline acting so weird lately. He was hoping it wasn't something he did. He didn't want her to be upset with him.

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Once Roxie had stepped out of the bathroom, Madeline read the instructions on the test one last time before she took it. She waited the three minutes necessary before she looked over at the tests, feeling her heart drop when she saw two pink lines. She stuffed the test back into the box and took it with her to the bunks so she could hide it in her bag. "Probably when we get to the hotel," Madeline said softly. "That way everybody else won't see when he makes a scene."

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"Fuck this, I'm making something to eat," Matt said, jumping up from the couch. He hadn't really been able to find anything good to watch anyway. Walking over to the small kitchen, he opened the pantry. "Hell yeah, macaroni and cheese," he said, pulling down the box.

"Make me some!" Jimmy shouted from the living room.

"Fuck you, get up and make something yourself," Matt said back.

Roxie nodded, "Yea that is a good idea." She said. She watched her friend, "It will be okay." She assured her. She knew that Madeline had to be freaking out. "I am sure Zacky will be understanding. He really likes you." She said. "Come on lets go out there." She said. Roxie walked out, seeing Matt making macaroni and cheese. "Ooo...I want some." She said, looking at him. "Please?" She asked, cutely.

Jimmy rolled his eyes, "No! Roxie get out of here with your cutesy smiles and pleases. If he can't make me food then yiu starve too!" He complained.

Zacky laughed, "Yea but there is a big difference between you and Roxie." He said.

Jimmy looked at Zacky, "Oh and what is that?" He said.

Johnny chuckled with Zacky, "Matt isnt sleeping with you." Johnny said, laughing with Zacky.

Roxie flipped the guys off, "Fuck off." She said. She looked back at Matt, "So are you going to be nice and share." She said, smiling
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Zacky looked around, noticing Madeline still wasnt around. He walked back to her bunj, "Hey you alright babe?" He asked as he sat next to her. "You still not feeling good?" He asked as he ran his fingers through her hair and kissing her forehead. "You need me to get you anything?" He whispered against her skin.

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"Just because he really likes me doesn't mean he's going to be okay with me sleeping with his best friend," Madeline said. When Roxie went into the living room to join the guys, Madeline hung back at her bunk. She didn't really want to be around anyone right now. She just needed to think. "No, I'm fine, I think I'm just starting my period," she lied, looking over at Zacky. But that couldn't be further from the truth. "You go back into the living room, I'll be out in a few minutes."

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"Yeah Godzilla, Roxie offers me a lot more than you do," Matt said. He turned to Roxie. "I mean, I think there's enough for both of us to have some." Jimmy continued to whine on the couch and all Matt could do was smirk to himself. Some of Jimmy's buttons were way too easy to press. When the macaroni and cheese was finished, Matt dipped a little into a bowl for himself, leaving the rest for Roxie.

Zacky nodded, "Alright, if you need something call for me." He said, kissing her. He walked out and sat in the living room. Zacky took a sip of his drink, hoping Madeline would feel better soon. He relaxed watching the tv. He was ready to get to the first venue.

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Roxie smiled, "Thanks." She said as she got herself some. She sat with Matt and began to eat her food. Jimmy looked at her, "You are terrible." He said to her. Roxie looked at him, "I mean you could always make your own." She teased him.

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Madeline watched Zacky walk into the living room and once he was out of sight, she pushed back the curtain to the nearest bunk and buried her face into the pillow. She wanted so badly to cry but she knew that if she appeared in the living room with bloodshot eyes, Zacky would have questions she didn't feel like answering right now. After a few more minutes, Madeline finally went back into the living room and sunk onto the couch next to Zacky.

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"Yeah, it definitely wouldn't hurt your lazy ass to get up and make your own food," Matt told Jimmy. "We're back on tour now, Leana's not here to cook and clean your bullshit for you." The drummer raised his middle finger to Matt and Matt just laughed as he took a bite of his food. "You're too easy to mess with Jimmy. You need to chill out."

Zacky smiled as Madeline came out. He let his arm go around her as they sat there watching tv. He was glad she was finally joining the group. It felt like forever before they got to the hotel. "Alright, who is bunking with who?" He asked. He knew he had Madeline with him. He took her bag from her, not wanting her to carry it.

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Roxie was glad when they finally got to the hotel. She grabbed her stuff then walked out of the bus. She stood with Matt as the guys fought over who was staying where. She sighed as she sat on the bench near them.

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"Well obviously Madeline is gonna stay with you and I'm sure Roxie is gonna stay with her boytoy," Jimmy told Zacky. "And I think Johnny should bunk with Brian so I can have a room to myself!"

"Fuck you, if anybody gets a room to themselves, it should be me!" Johnny yelled. "I never get to room alone."

"Would somebody just give me a room key so I can go lay down?" Madeline grumbled. "Tired of listening to you motherfuckers arguing."

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While Brian, Johnny, and Jimmy argued over who would be rooming alone, Matt went to the front desk and collected the two keys for his room with Roxie. "I don't know about you, but I'm ready to get settled into the hotel room," Matt said, shouldering his bag. "I need a shower before we go anywhere."

Zacky sighed as the guys argued, "Come on babe." He said as he led Madeline to the desk. He got them their keys then went to their room. He walked in, setting his stuff down. "I am going to take a quick shower." He said. He pulled his shirt off then headed to the bathroom. He took a shower and when he was done her came out and got changed. He looked at Madeline on the bed and sat beside her. "Are you sure you are okay?" He asked as he rubbed her back. He leaned down and kissed her shoulder.

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Roxie walked with Matt and nodded, "I want a nap." She said, smiling. She walked into the room with him, seeing the king sized bed. She set her bag down then took her shoes off. She grabbed the remote before Matt could, smiling at him as he looked at her. "You are showering remember." She teased him. She sat on the bed and found something to watch. Roxie opened her bag, pulling Matt's hoodie he had given her when they were hanging out from it. She had been wearing it a lot because it was comfy. She pulled it on and laid down, watching the tv.

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Madeline followed Zacky down the hall to their room, dropping her bag near the television stand. She nodded when Zacky told her he was going to take a shower. She was debating on whether or not to tell Zacky about her pregnancy before they went out or afterwards. On one hand, she didn't want to ruin his night out. But on the other, if he went out and got drunk, it might make his reaction to the news more volatile. Before Madeline could make up her mind, Zacky was coming out of the bathroom and asking her if she was okay. "I uh, I'm pregnant," she blurted out. Madeline felt herself starting to cry and she wiped at her eyes.

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"Well take a nap, then," Matt said, walking into the hotel room. He tossed his bag down before reaching for the remote. "Hey, don't be snatching shit from me, little missy," he said, pointing a warning finger at her. He grabbed some clean clothes and headed into the bathroom, taking a quick shower. When he came.back out, Matt found Roxie asleep on the bed and he grinned. He wanted to mess with her but he didn't want to wake her up. Laying down on the bed next to Roxie, Matt grabbed the remote from Roxie's chest and started flipping through the hotel changes.

Zacky stared at her when she said she was pregnant. He didn't know what to say at first because he was caught off guard. "Hey." He said, walking over to her. "It's okay." He said as he wiped her tears away. He ran his fingers through her hair, "It'll be alright." He said, smiling a little. He actually liked the idea of having a baby with Madeline. "Why did you wait to tell me?" He asked. "Is this what has been bothering you lately?" He asked. He sat down with her, waiting for her to explain.

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Roxie slept quietly beside him until Jimmy, Brian and Johnny came beating on the door. Jimmy walked in once Matt let them in, "Come on lets go get wasted!" He exclaimed, laughing. He clearly had already been drinking with the guys. Jimmy offered Matt the flask he had.

Roxie looked at them, sighing as Johnny plopped down beside of her. "You aren't aloud to nap." He said. Roxie shoved him onto the floor, "I do what i want." She said, smiling. She knew that she needed to get ready though. She got up then went to get changed. Once she was ready she walked out and sat on the end of the bed while the guys carried on around her.

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Madeline let Zacky wipe her tears away but having him comfort her only made her cry harder. She didn't deserve it. "I just...found out earlier today," she hiccuped. "I...I didn't tell you right away because...because I don't know if the baby is yours." Madeline dropped her gaze to the floor, not wanting to see the pain or anger on Zacky's face. "That night at the bar back home, when you and I got into an argument and I stayed late...I got really drunk and let Brian take me home and...and I slept with him. I'm so sorry Zack, I-I hate myself so much knowing I did this to you. And I...I would understand if you don't want anything to do with me ever again."

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Matt had almost fallen asleep himself when someone started banging on the hotel door. "Don't you idiots have anything better to do?" he asked, opening the door to let them in. Jimmy had clearly been drinking, as evidenced by the flask he offered to Matt. "I'm good, I'll wait until we get to the bar," he told the drummer. "Why don't you go get your pipe? We can smoke a couple of bowls before we go out."

"You gonna match me?" Jimmy asked.

"Of course," Matt said and Jimmy left the room to go get his pipe. Jimmy had just barely gotten back and packed a bowl when there was another loud knock at the door. "Shit, don't any of you fuckers know how to knock quietly?" Matt answered the door, finding Zacky standing there. "Perfect timing, man. We were just about to smoke a couple of bowls."

Zacky frowned as she explained why she hadn't told him. He pulled away from her, "Don't." He said as she went to move towards him. "You stay away from me." He said before he stormed out, ignoring her yelling his name. He beat on Matt's door, glaring as he opened the door. "Get out of my way." He said, shoving Matt to the side. He walked to where Brian was sitting on the bed near Roxie and punch him in the face, causing him to fall of the bed and Roxie to scream. Zacky grabbed Brian by the shirt, "Get up asshole!" he yelled as he hit him again before he could get to his feet.

Brian glared at him, "What the fuck is your problem!?" He yelled.

Jimmy grabbed Zacky, "Dude knock it off." He said.

Zacky pulled out of Jimmy's grasp, seeing Madeline standing there. He frowned when Matt asked what was going on. "Go on tell him!" He yelled at her, "Tell him what you did!" he screamed at her.

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Roxie stood next to Johnny as Brian got to his feet. She bit her bottom lip lightly as Madeline explained.

Zacky glared at Roxie, "And i am sure you knew all about it!" He snapped.

Roxie glared at him, "I literally found out yesterday about her being pregnant asshole." She said. She wasnt going to lie but it wasnt her secret to tell.

Zacky went to his Brian again, Jimmy grabbing him in time. "Dude fuck you all." Zacky said, moving away from them. He walked towards the door, looking at Madeline, "Congrats this was suppose to be a big moment in my life and you fucked it up." He said before he left slamming the door.

Brian wiped the blood from his face, feeling everyone looking at him. "Hey don't glare at me he just beat the fuck out of me." He said.

Johnny smirked, "Good you deserve it." He said.

Roxie looked at Madeline, not sure what to say.

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Madeline had been expecting Zacky to yell and scream at her and honestly, she would have deserved it. So when he didn't, she was surprised. She called after him as he hurried out of the room, knowing exactly where he was going. Madeline made it to Matt's room just in time to see Jimmy pulling Zacky off of Brian, who looked like he'd taken a punch or two from the other guitarist. Everyone was understandably confused about what was going on, but Matt was the first person to actually ask out loud. Madeline flinched when Zacky screamed at her, looking down at the floor again. "I'm pregnant," she mumbled. She chanced a quick glance at Brian, seeing the panic spreading over his face. "And...And there's a chance the baby isn't Zack's...because I cheated on him." She knew she didn't need to say who she'd cheated with; the blood on Brian's face was enough of an answer. Madeline only stood there for a few seconds after Zacky stormed out of the room before she led as well, heading anywhere but here. She found a chair tucked away in a private corner of the hotel and curled in on herself, her shoulders shaking as she started to cry.

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"What the hell is your problem?" Matt asked as Zacky shoved him out of the way. But Zacky didn't answer, his attention obviously focused on Brian. When Zacky punched Brian, Matt moved to pull him back, but Jimmy beat him. "What the fuck is going on?" Matt asked as Madeline came into the room. He looked to Zacky for an answer but Zacky screamed at his sister to tell them. Matt was shocked when Madeline explained the situation, but he understood why Zacky was so angry. This entire time he was worried about Zacky hurting Madeline, but it turned out to be the other way around. He just couldn't believe Brian would take advantage of Madeline when he knew how she and Zacky felt about each other. Not that Madeline was completely blameless. "Don't get any fucking blood on the bed, I'm going to check on Zack," Matt said, glaring at Brian. He turned to Roxie. "You wanna go see if you can find Madeline?"

Zacky sat at the bar in the hotel, throwing back a shot of Jack Daniels. He couldn't believe that Madeline fucked Brian. He looked over as someone sat beside of him, seeing Matt. "I am not apolgizing." He said. He looked at rhe bartender ordering another shot. He stared at his beer, "I can't believe she did that to me." he said. "I mean I get the whole drinking thing, but still that isnt an excuse. I mean If i get fucked uo i am not fucking random people." He ranted. "Would you do that to Roxie?" he asked. "I know you aren't like together or whatever but still you guys kind of have an agreement right?" He muttered. He didn't think getting near Madeline was a good idea. "I think I am going to room with Johnny tonight." He said.

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Roxie nodded when he mentioned Madeline, "Sure." She said. She walked out and found Madeline. "Hey." She said as she sat near her. "Matt went to talk to Zacky." She said. She ran her fingers through her hair, "Are you okay?" She asked. She bit her bottom lip lightly as she listened to her. "There is a 24hr donut place down the street. You wanna go get some chocolate donuts?" She asked. She figured anywhere but in the hallway was a better place to talk.

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Madeline didn't look up when she heard footsteps approaching, not really wanting to see or talk to anyone. She shook her head when Roxie asked if she was okay. Why would she be okay? She was pregnant and didn't know who the father was and Zacky hated her. Madeline didn't really want to be out in public, but donuts definitely sounded nice. "Not chocolate, though," she said, wiping her eyes. "I liked glazed better."

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"I wasn't going to ask you to apologize," Matt said, shrugging his shoulders. "You didn't do anything wrong." Matt didn't know what else to say to Zacky. He was obviously hurting and needed to vent, so he figured the best thing was just to listen to Zacky. "Yeah, that's probably a good idea," he said, hearing Zacky say something about rooming with Johnny. Of course, that meant Madeline would probably end up in their room, so she wouldn't be alone.

Roxie smiled, "Okay glazed donuts. All the glazed donuts you want." She said. She walked out of the hotel with her and went to the donut shop. She got some for them and she got some that Matt would like to take back to him. She sat with Madeline at the table and slowly ate her donut. "Um...did you want to stay in our room tonight?" She asked her. She didn't want her to be alone.

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Zacky sighed as he took his shot then stared at the liqour bottles behind the bar. "I don't get it. She goes through all this trouble to be with me then turns around and fucks some other guy. Its bullshit." He said. He took a swig of his beer. He looked at Matt, "What would you do if you were me?" He asked his friend.

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