Dean Winchester was known to carry guilt. Guilt for getting people hurt, guilt for dragging people in to help clean up messes, guilt if there was something he couldn’t fix. But most of all? Guilt that he had pushed the one thing, the one person, the one reason he kept walking forward everyday away. Dean wasn’t sure just quite what is was that he had done to push Brooklyn away, but deep down, it had to have been his fault, right?
When John died, a part of Dean died as well. And when he woke up in the empty motel room, to a cold side of the sheets, the rest of him died as well. Dean tried to track her, but Brooklyn knew the life, she knew the ways around getting caught. Maybe he hadn’t been affectionate as much as he should have been. Maybe he didn’t say I love you, B. as often as she wanted. Maybe he took too many cases. Maybe he had her life on the line too much… But there wasn’t anything he could do about it now.
Years later, Brooklyn was still the first thing Dean saw and thought about when his eyes opened after only three hours of sleep. He remembered the way she smelled, the way her skin felt against his—the sound of her voice was now the sound of his conscience.
Sam had caught a case in a small town about three-hundred miles out from where they already were. It was coming up on the anniversary of when he woke up alone, so needless to say, Dean Winchester could use a fucking distraction.
Dean hadn’t even had been paying attention to his surroundings, his hands placed in front of him clasped together as he stared at the empty space of the table that lay between them. He did, however, feel the shift in the air. Sammy’s hand flew down and smacked him on the leg. “Sam, knock it the hell…” When Dean looked up at what Sam was referring to, he thought he was going to pass out. “….off.”
January 23rd, 2017 at 09:35pm