Treading The Unknown

He furrowed his brow as he looked at her then laughed, "Lily? Oh god," he started laughing, "You, is that why you've been so mean to me?" he asked her with a small smile.

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She nodded and took the bag from him before going to sit down so she could eat. "It's been a hectic day,"

She glared at his laughter and sighed. "I'm glad you're amused," She muttered. "It's whatever."

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He nodded as he began to calm Jenny down and setting up her food. "Really? Tell me about it."

"I am amused but not for the reasons you probably think, Lily and I aren't together" he said to her shaking his head.

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"After the park she promptly had a explosion diaper, then proceeded to projectile vomit in the car - then i had to bathe her and start dinner I burnt that so I opted for cookies, bunt those too as you can see. Then she was crying the phone was rnging and you were at the door," she laughed, "Insanity,"

She rolled her eyes. "Like I said, it's whatever, Jaehyun. We aren't together anymore anyway. Who you date doesn't concern me."

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He nodded a little. "Okay so for the rest of the day, don't do anything? Because since you burnt two things in a row, lets not see what you might burn next," He teased gently.

"I'm being serious we were just hanging out cause we were bored," he said as he looked at her, "It obviously bothers you though because you barely even look at me,"

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She smiled a little, "Yeah lets not test the fates,"

"Right well. it's whatever anyway." She muttered. "You can date who you want, and it's fine."

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He carried Jenny over to the couch and sighed. "So you won custody?"

She nodded a little,"Pretty much its all paperwork now," she said lightly with a small smile then sighed a little.

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He shrugged a little then looked at her,"You're different,"

"So what?" She asked him, sighing a bit. "Theres not a thing to do about it, so why even talk about it," She mumbled. "We're broken up, and that's the end of it."

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He nodded a little. "So its official, you're her guardian now," He smiled. "You should have a party, get her a cake. She can smash it, it would be quite cute."

She smiled a little and nodded, "Maybe I will" she said to him and looked to Jenny as she ate. "Thanks for the food," she said to him lightly.

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He looked at her, "But why is it? I'm miserable and so are you - and don't deny it" he said to her lightly.

"I can't be what you want me to be," She said softly. "I'll get over it and so will you," She said to him.

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He smiled a little. "Don't worry about it, that's what I'm here for." He murmured to her. "Right Jenny?"

She smiled a little then laid her head back, "It'll be easier now, less worry," she murmured softly, "I'll be able to relax,"

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"Can't or wont?" he asked her seriously, "Because every time I try to get close to even being just a friend its too much for you and yo utell me to leave,"

"I'm scared!" She said to him. "Of course I'm pushing you away, I've never felt this way before and I don't know what it is! You're doing things to my feelings I've never felt and I thought the more I push you maybe the more normal I'll feel but then I see you with Lily and I'm suddenly angry and I'm moody and I don't know what to do with myself, so can't or won't I don't know but I don't know what to do with any of this,"

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He turned to look at her before pulling Jenny out of the high chair and cleaning her up, before letting her onto the carpet. She could sit on her arms and knees and was rocking to begin crawling, but hadn't gotten there yet. "You relaxed, you only look relaxed sometimes," He teased gently.

She smiled a little,"Yeah I've been on edge for a while, she's sleeping through the night now so I've been sleeping more," she said to him, "Might be why,"

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"I don't know what I'm doing either I just kept you fed and kind of hoped that was enough - I've only had one girlfriend before you and it was terrible,," he rambled as he shook his head, "Everyone always told me girls like food so I bought you food and Lily is just a friend I don't think of her that way because it'd be weird; shes like a sister,"

She stared at him and sighed. "I was a mess before you and I'm a mess after you," She mumbled. "Look at this."

He nodded a little. "She should he crawling soon," He said, sitting on the floor with Jenny.

She nodded a little, "Definitely, shes been scooting across the floor like a pro,"

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"Look at what? Look if you don't want me fine, I'm done trying but I'm here - this is the last chance," he said to her seriously, "It's now or never,"

"I don't know if I have an answer for you," She said softly. "But if this is the last chance, then this is it. I guess it's my own fault, but I can't answer you now, so then... I'm sorry." The last thing she wanted to do was tell him yes, but realize that it was a mistake and do this to him again.

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He laid onto his side and chuckled when she made her way to scoot over to him. "Maybe she'll start running instead," He said, before looking at the time. "I've got work in a few hours," He told her, setting his phone face down.

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Lyanna smiled a little as she looked at her scoot to him, "If she starts running I will absolutely be terrified of her," she admitted as she shook her head a little then looked at him, "You need to leave so you can get ready?" she asked him.

He sighed a little then looked down at his hands, 'I'll give you a couple days - think on it,' he murmured.

She sighed a little. “I do miss you though,” She said softly. “I hope maybe I can still come by and see you.”

“Yeah In about an hour,” He smiled a little. “Then I can come back and help out.”