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Annalise

I looked at Matt. I was rather hoping that we weren't going to do anything tonight. " So what do you intend on doing to me tonight?" I asked, I really didn't want to have sex with him, I didn't want to marry him. I didn't want to turn into whatever he was, if that was even true. I could feel my heart pounding inside of my chest. I was hoping that he was just joking, but I was getting the feeling that he wasnt.

Annalise

I couldn't stop the sigh of relief that came out of my mouth whenever he said we weren't doing anything tonight. However when he said he wanted to get accustomed to my "new home", my heart dropped. I really didn't intend on staying here. Not if I could help it. Escaping was going to be harder than what I thought. "I'd rather not," I said, when he made the comment of me wanting to have sex with him. I don't care if that was the reason why he "bought" me in the first place. I was only greatful to him for getting me the hell out of that building.

"Do you have anything to keep me entertained? Like an Xbox or something?" I asked curiously. "I'm Not much of a reader anymore. Also, do you happen to have any alcohol? I'm gonna need it to be able to go to sleep tonight. " i still hadn't wrapped my head around the fact that I was going to be sleeping in an actual bed for the first time in three years.

Annalise
I began to look through his games. I smiled lightly when I heard "Vodka". "I'll take Vodka. Preferably the bottle" I told him, looking up at him with a smile. I hadn't exactly told him what my bloodline was made up from. I was half German, half Irish. So I could hold my liquor. It usually took me about half the bottle before I began to feel anything.

Annalise
I smiled when he handed me the bottle of Vodka. I didn't hesitate in opening it. Once the cap was off, I took a long drink of it. Pulling the bottle away from my lips, I looked at him. "I did." I said, turning the TV screen on so that you could see what was playing on the Xbox. I had decided on Call of Duty Black ops 2. "So if you really are a demon, why are you being so nice?" I questioned. 'Aren't demons like evil and cruel and torture souls and shit?" I said.

Annalise
"Wel l the last time I felt a connection with someone, I was drugged and chained to a ceiling, naked." I told him in a flat tone. "I have no intentions of feeling anything for anyone ever again. The only feeling I plan on having is the feeling of being blissfully drunk," I then took another long drink from my bottle of Vodka. The bottle was already half gone, and I planned on drinking the rest of it.

Annalise
"Like I said. No intentions of feeling anything for anyone, and defiently no plans of being anyone's counterpart," I said, i took another drink before joining a match. I hadn't played video games in so long, they almost seemed foreign to me. I let out a small sigh and stood up. I handed him the controller without saying anything and took my bottle of Vodka before making my way up the steps to my bedroom.

Annalise

I let out a slight laugh when he asked me if I was okay. "Peachy keen," I responded sarcastically. "I've spent the past three years sedated, hanging from a ceiling naked for thousands of guys to look at, when I should have graduated college and had a job in my field. Haven't seen my family in almost four years, and now here I am, in the house of some man that I know nothing about, and am apparently supposed to please whenever he wants it, then marry. So you tell me. Am I okay?" I looked at him, I was on the verge of tears, but I wasn't going to cry. I haven't done it once since I was taken, and I sure as he'll wasn't going to do it now. I took another drink, seeing that the majority of the bottle was gone. "Do you have more?" I asked, shaking the almost empty bottle of alcohol.

Annalise
I knew I shouldn't be drinking as much as I was. Especially since I hadn't had a drop of alcohol in my system for three years, but I didn't care. I sat down on the floor with my back against the bed, while he was gone, I polished off the first bottle, when he came back with the second one, I quickly opened it and took another drink. I looked over at him, the look on his face showed that he wanted to say something. "What is it?" I asked "What do you want to say to me?"

Annalise
"I was going to school to be a record producer. To make people famous." I told him. "That all went down the drain when mister tall blonde and douchey came along," I said. My mouth had a habit of getting me in trouble whenever I started to drink. "Why are you being so nice to me?' I asked him "You know I don't want to have sex with you, you know I'm going to fight you, and you know there is a high percentage that I'm probably going to try and escape, simply because it's what any normal human being would do. So why be nice?" I took another long drink of Vodka before staring at the bottle in my hands.

Annalise
I let out a sigh and rolled my eyes. "Here we go with the demon crap again." I muttered. I still didn't believe him. He had given me no proof to believe him. I was stuck with a psychopath. Goodie. I stood up and walked over to the window. I proceeded to stare out it, looking up at the stars. "Why couldn't he have just killed me?" I asked "I never begged them. I didn't cry for them. I never gave into what they wanted, he should have just killed me. Not that I want to die. I'm too much of a fighter. I'll stay alive even when I want to die, just to spite everyone. I'm Not your counterpart. I'm just some girl from Dublin Ireland, who worked at the wrong fucking bar." I let out a soft sigh. I just wanted my freedom back.