Irresistable

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Jo held on to him when he pulled into her lap. She snuggled to Dean, relaxing against him as her head laid on his chest. "Thank you" she said softly. He was so sweet to her even tho she might bring him doom. She loved Dean and that hadn't changed at all while she was dead. She leaned up and kissed him softly, needing to feel something again.

Dean nodded as he just stroked her hair glad that she was beginning to relax more. He smiled softly. He had missed holding her. He sighed a little to himself gently as he closed his eyes. Feeling her lips on his, he kissed her back, putting a hand on her cheek for a moment as he did so. Before long, he pulled away looking down at her with his emerald eyes.

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Jo looked into his eyes once he pulled back. Her hazel eyes meeting his emerald ones. She smiled softly as she looked into his eyes, remembering their conversation the night before she died. That night he found out that she was a virgin so he had this speech about the last night on earth but Jo thought she had more time so she turned him down. They did sleep in the same bed tho. "You know I still remember what you told me when you found out my secret" she said with a soft laugh.

Dean gave her a small smile before laying down in the bed feeling the exhaustion of the day beginning to wear on him. He ran a hand over his face before looking down at her before laughing softly hearing her words and replied, "Well," He said not really knowing what to say. He laid back putting his arms behind his head as he did so. He didn't want her to try anything tonight. He was still in shock and knew that he should be stronger, but didn't want anyone to know. He was keeping it together for them.

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Dean gave her a small smile before laying down in the bed feeling the exhaustion of the day beginning to wear on him. He ran a hand over his face before looking down at her before laughing softly hearing her words and replied, "Well," He said not really knowing what to say. He laid back putting his arms behind his head as he did so. He didn't want her to try anything tonight. He was still in shock and knew that he should be stronger, but didn't want anyone to know. He was keeping it together for them.

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Jo looked up at him, moving away from him when he moved from her. She realized he was still unsure about it all and she didn't blame him. "Sorry" she said softly, realizing that she was getting too close too fast. It didn't matter what she wanted or needed, what mattered is what he needed. Right now he needed time. She rolled over to where her back was turned to him, feeling tears began to fall because of how selfish she was being.

Dean felt her turn her back to him and sighed softly hearing her words. He didn't mean to be difficult but he was just a person. He needed more time to make sure that he knew what was right. He kissed her shoulder ever so slightly before whispering, "Goodnight, Jo." He pulled his pillow underneath his cheek and closed his eyes softly as he did so. He wished he wasn't as slow as he was about needing space. He ended up waking up when he heard Sam enter and nodded his head at him before sighing as he got up in the middle of the night to go outside. He couldn't sleep. The dreams still haunted him.

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Jo fell asleep relaxing, while she slept she ended up cuddling with him which seemed like he didn't mind. She woke up a little when she heard Sam came into the room and then she felt Dean leave the bed. After a few minutes, she got up & walked out side. Sam was awake and sitting up. She was just in Deans shirt and panties. Sam was like a brother to her so she didn't think anything of it. "Hey" she said softly before sitting next to him. There was no one outside. "I am sorry about earlier. The only reason I turned away is because I felt selfish. I understand you need space to process this" she said, gently grabbing his hand.

Dean looked up hearing Jo and blinked surprised. He turned to look at her listening to her speaking. He shook his head. "You didn't bother me. It's a lot to take in i'm sure." He replied looking down as she took his hand. He just held her hand and said, "I'm fine, go on back to bed." He told her giving her a weak smile. He forced himself not to tremble as he touched her. He wasn't scared, but he hated dreaming. It wasn't dreaming for him anymore. He just had nightmares.

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Jo watched him, knowing he was lying about being fun. "Dean be honest tell me whats going on with you" she said softly, wanting to take his pain. "I can help just please tell me" she added as she gently squeezed his hand.

Dean glanced over seeing her face and sighed shaking his head. "You can't help." He murmured inthe softest way he could. "No one can." He watched her and said, "I am fine." He knew he had ended up telling Sam what had happened and for the first time in years his baby brother had seen him cry. He didn't want to relive that moment. It was still too fresh. He hadn't recovered. He took her hand softly absentmindedly running his thumb over her skin.

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Jo felt her heartbreak a little as she watched him. "Do you want to go back to bed?" she asked him. She watched their hands. She wanted to take his pain away from him. There was doubt on her face, not sure what to do to make any of this better. "Please tell me what I can do" she then added softly. She felt helpless and it was a feeling she hated.

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Dean shook his head lightly hearing her words. He was far too proud to admit about the nightmares. He knew he had been drinking far more as well. He looked back at her listening to her words and murmured softly, "There's nothing anyone can do. I'm sure you feel the same." He hinted not wanting to tell her but wanting to see if she could guess.

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Jo could read his face. She got up and grabbed his hand. “Let’s go back to bed” she was outside in his shirt and panties. She lead him back inside. Sam was sleeping. She laid back down, leaving room for him. Once he got back into bed, she cuddled

Dean just gave a nod knowing he didn't want to, but he didn't have a choice. He had to be there for Joe even if he was hurting. He laid down with her, and wrapped an arm around her lightly. He listened to Sam's breathing trying to calm himself down reminding himself that he was no longer there and it wasn't his fault for what he did.

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Jo laid with Dean, laying her head on his chest. She listened to his heart beat as she tried to relax. Her fingers traced his chest as she fell asleep. In the morning, she woke up in Dean’s arms. She carefully got up and slipped on her jeans. She made sure she didn’t wake them up as she left the room, going to to the diner that was next door. She sat down and ordered coffee.

Dean laid awake for several hours later. He woke up later after she had left and figured she had gone to the diner or something. He grabbed a beer sipping on it not liking to drink coffee. HE heard Sam say something to the extent that he was drinking too early. He flipped him the finger. "I don't care." He replied softly running his hands over his face before heading towards the bathroom to get a shower.

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Jo sat silently at the diner, looking around as she thought about what was going on. She had no idea why she was here. The other thing that bothered her was that she still had feelings for Dean. They were so closed to something before she died. Now it seemed she was just a school girl to him again. With a soft sigh, she got up and paid for coffee before ordering two to go. She then walked back to the motel room. "Hey" she said to Sam as she handed him his coffee before sitting down on the bed, setting the coffee down that she got for Dean on the table. Her and Sam talked while Dean was in the shower. She was glad that Sam didn't act different towards her.

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Dean leaned against the shower wall putting both of his hands up on either side of his face and leaned forward into the wall laying his forehead against it as the water hit his back glad that he could be alone. He sighed softly after awhile and just let it run over his face. He got out getting dressed again before coming out of the bathroom. He saw Jo and waved. "Hey." He told her feeling a little bit better about the whole thing. He sat down on the bed beside her ignoring the coffee.

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Jo was lost in thought when Dean got out of the shower. Her thoughts were interrupted by his voice. "Hi" she said a little surprised when he sat next to her on the bed. "Did you have a good shower?" she asked. Sam excused himself and walked out of the room, giving the two of them privacy.