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After Mina left, everyone went back to what they were doing. The younger boys were playing a game while Hoseok and Yoongi were working on music.

Rina got up and went over to Jin. “Jin oppa...can I talk to you please?”’she said softly. Mina was right, she needed to tell someone and she figured Jin would handle the news the easiest out of all the boys.

Jin turned around and nodded with a smile, "If course you can. What's up?" He asked,

Mina arrived to Jin's house. She was starting to feel the withdraws. But Mina wanted to be clean.

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Rina pulled Jin into the spare room. “I just wanted to talk to you about what happened...earlier...why I cut all my hair off...I already told Mina unnie and she said I would have to tell everyone eventually and I figured I would start with you..” she said softly.

Jin nodded, "Mina is right. And I'm glad you told someone and I'm glad you are coming to me. You know you can tell me anything." Jin said with a genuine smile.

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“I just...don’t want you or any of the guys to look at me different..” Rina said. She sighed. “It’s easier to show you,” She said and pulled her sweatpants down to show Jin the welts and bruises that littered the backs of her thighs and legs, all the way to the bend of her knees, “my dad did this when I tried to leave to come over here...but that wasn’t it...” she said and pulled her sweats up before she started crying.

Jin brought pulled Rina into his arms and rocked her back and forth. "I am so sorry that you went through this." He paused to kiss her forehead,. "I wish I had gotten to you out of your living situation before this happened. Please let me help you Rina."

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Rina has saved the message she showed Mina and she pulled her phone out to show Jin, since she still couldn’t bring herself to say that her own father raped her. She was to ashamed and embarrassed.

Jin read the message and his hesrt shattered. He pulled Mina back to him and, letting Rina cry. He didn't say anything because he knew that no words could make her feel better.

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Rina hugged him as she cried and then pulled away and wiped her face. “That’s why I cut my hair off...I thought if I did that, it would make me feel less ashamed and dirty but it didn’t work...I had thought about just ending it all right then and there but I just couldn’t bring myself to do it..” she said softly.

"I'm glad that you didn't end your life. Our little family would never be the same if we lost you or anyone else. It's not the same now since Akira is gone. We love you Rina. There's a reason why we chose you to be apart of us." Jin said, still not letting go of the younger girl

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“I wish we could have saved Akira...why did they take her back to my parents? We told them what was going on and they didn’t even care!” Rina cried. She had been trying not to think of her sister’s death but now it was on her mind.

"Me too. We all wish we could have saved her. She was apart of us." Jin said "but we know she's at peace now of course not in the way we or she preferred it, but she's in peace and that's all we can want for her." He pulled away slightly and wiped Rina's tears.

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Rina nodded, she knew Jin was right. “I don’t know how or when to tell the others...Taehyung needs to be in a good state of mind when I do though or else he’s going to get himself in trouble..” she said softly, knowing he would probably be the most upset and attempt to seek revenge on her father.

"We'll the the others when they are in the right state of mind. And I'll be there when you tell them." Jin smiled and kissed her head. "Remember we are a family and we are in this together."

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“Thank you oppa.” Rina said softly. She yawned. “I think I’m going to head back out there and go to sleep..” she said, hugging him once more before walking out of the room.

She went over to the closet where they kept the mattresses, blankets and pillows and grabbed one, bringing it out. She grabbed two pillows and the pink fuzzy blanket Yoongi got her for Christmas, and brought them over with her. She sat down on the mattress and wrapped the blanket around herself like a burrito.

A couple more hours went by and the warehouse was silent. Jin was the only one up still. He walked to the main room of the warehouse, seeing that everyone was sleeping peacefully. He smiled and took his phone out, taking a picture. Putting the phone away, he smiled and silently wished that one day they can all be happy for the first time in this lives.

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Rina woke up the next morning before anyone. Jin was sleeping on the couch while the rest of the boys were on the mattresses with her. She stepped over them, grabbing her shoes before quietly leaving the warehouse. She had an urge to get high. She pulled her shoes on before leaving, heading downtown.

She was surprised she found the same drug dealer and he allowed her into his house. She was short with her payment though so she made the decision to sleep with him for the drugs instead.

Mina woke up the next day. She didn't know when she had fell asleep because she was starting suffering withdraws. Her body was aching and still is, wanting her to get high. But she needed to get clean so she can stay with Jin for a bit and she wanted to get clean for herself so she could be happy with herself for once and be there for the kids.

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After a few hours, Rina decided to head back. She stopped by a coffee shop to grab herself a coffee before heading back to the warehouse. As she went to open the door, it opened and she stepped back as Hoseok came out. “There you are. Where’d you go?” He asked. “Coffee.” Rina said, taking a sip and offering Hobi a sip. “Everyone’s looking for you.” Hobi said after taking a sip.

Mina decided to go to the dance studio a few hours earlier before the guys showed up. She wanted to be alone and work on a new choreography. It has been a long time since she danced and she definitely missed it. Mina changed into her dancing clothes before looking up Jin's house and headed her way out to the studio

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