Every death hurts, when you were close to that person. Every death makes you bring all the memories, every memory pierces u painfully, every memory begs never to be forgotten. Every death brings soo much regret for what you have not done. Every death makes you hate god even more. Every death is another reason for you to leave the world. Every death is just another sob story for your companians....

There are soo many reasons for me hating you but I'm afraid of naming them all because i still love you and don't know or understand how you feel about me.I hate you for not trusting me, for doubting me, for making me wait on you, for smashing my dreams, for disowning me, for not being there for me when i needed you, for not supporting and comforting me, for not loving me enough, for hurting me...