I hate myself, I really do. Of course, it has to do with my birth order. I'm the middle child. So my personality is submissive and people pleasing. I can't stand my personality, I really can't. But other people think my personality is rather useful, so I don't try to change myself.Here's my big problem: I am in school studying to be a radiologic technologist. A person who does x-rays. And my mom...

So I was just thinking about this in excess a lot lately, and I've actually thought a lot about it before, but just more than usual on my ride to school. I hate how much cliched vampire junk is out there. I mean, really, they all have a pretty similar story, and it makes no sense. They all act like it's this huge deal to have all this self control, enough to be with the human they love. It's so...

Driving through the nightby: MoveLet the music shake me up, I'm ready for the beatYeah Oshareshite doa wo aketara weekendnarisou mo nai keitai no anatamou off ni shite tomodachi to goin' outFeelin' right kurabu mo ii kedo(Wicked Lady, let me pick you up)I guess we better drive all nightkaeranai kamone sou matteru dake nante muriOh Drivin' through the night (yeah),I am singin' Like a party high...