Oh God, I know. (Replying to your comment on my MJ poem by the way lol)
It broke me so badly when his little girl got up there and said the things she did about him. And yet people, names I won't mention that I know personally, still want to belittle him, even after death and call him a child molester.
If he was child molester, come on, how could his precious little girl get up there, and through tears, say such wonderful things about her own father, if he was truly a child molester?
well im about to freaking cry
yup u heard me right
cry
im so tired of this shit. my anxiety is so freaking bad
i went off at kye yesterday cussin him out and everything
cant even listen to my jbros cd Or taylor swift
im thinking im going to break up with him cause hes been messin with this other bitch from, hell if i know, she all tellin him she loves him
and he aint doing anything about it til i went off at him for it
told her to loose his number
but hes said hes done that once before
i really dont want to break up but if he is going to keep LYIN to me i am.
kyle is the one who told me about the BITCH.
got why does this ALWAYS happen to me? huh? i wanna know that!
butta im meeting kye at the park tomorow and uh we are going to talk.
i might be single at the end of the meeting, or i might not, but prolly mostly the first choice
i dont wanna but yeah. im not playin games.
at hte meeting there MIGHT be some tears shed and some words thrown around.
im about to go freaking crazy cause um yeah. this is tooooooo much.
he picked one hell of a time to start becoming STUPID
god i need u so much right now dreya
kyle isnt cutting it by himself
the guys name is tylor freemon. hes on of the guys that connie said was one of her play things but hes not.
he asked me how old i was and i told him that i was 15
he said i was cute for 15 and that i would be a knockout when im older. he also said that if i was older or he was younger he'd be tryin to get at me lol
i told kye and he was like ok and asked if i was flirtin back. i told him not that i knew of.
but he should be worried about leaving me here and not tellin me til hes almost there cause im a flirt. every1 knows that. kye knows that and yet he says he trusts me. but he doesnt trust the guys.
o and he ditched me for kyle the other day. pissed me off. it was a last minute desicon too.
thank you soo much for the comments. :)
"Whatever punishment he gives to her" is not about what my dad did, however the other two were.
The things in that poem are all too true, and there is way more to the story, sadly.
soooo i lied about the whole going to indy thing on the fourth. so we can hang out ma! tryin to see when kyle gets back from where ever he is so we can hang out with kinzie too.
kye and them are still going to indy but i cant go bc they are prolly spending the night after so yeah. parents are kinda wierd about that. me and alanna could share a room butta yeah that might not go over to well. lol there may only be one person in the room by the end of the day.
butta you should call me or text me on ur brothers phone. caue we need to hang out girlie. just u and me. do some shopping or not. actually im cutting back from shopping cause i need money for cali. but we could go to a movie or u could just spend the night depends on the day.
soooo my party is prolly going to be on aug 10 cause skool starts aug 11 and the second day of school is matthew AND KYLES birthday. prolly going to be sad but well get over it like we did gradutaion. and i talk to kyle everyday so yeah. too bad u cant.
and i totally went off at kye and all he said was oh. that pissed me off. pissed kyle off too.
butta how it going with that one guy that ur dad liked? i want details. and u cant date him yet til i meet him. cause as ur best friend i have to approve of ur boyfreinds. jk not really but it be nice if i liked them or ull be miserable like kenze and that dick devin. we dont get along and all of us end up getting pissed and not fun AT ALL.
look i know this is long and jumps around but im on maybe 4 possibly 5 hours of sleep cause this mornng my dad called an amblulance at 2am to take him back to the hospital cause he culdnt breathe. but yea. didnt go back to sleep til 630 and i didnt orriganaly go to bed til 1130 so yeah. ppl kept texting me too and calling the house. got pretty annoying. ticked me off. so im on strawberry lemonaid right now and its the only thing keeping me awake right now and its keeping my legs from giving out in exaustion cause ive had 2 sftball games one tuesday and one yesterday and i played catcher and my arm kills.
okk i know this is super long but there is more i need to tell u so CALL ME OR TEXT ME CAUSE I LOVE YOU AND I JUST NEED TO FREAKING TALK TO U!!
yeah, my two younger brothers, (13 and 8) are fans, but not really big ones. my dad doesn't hate them, but he doesn't like them either. my mom hates them and so does my sister, except she likes 'year 3000' and some of the songs from their first hollywood album.
no, i'm going to wait till the prices come down, plus they might release a special edition, it seems like thats the trend, both miley and demi have done so. and i never saw the movie, i hope to some day, but my fam aren't fans of the jonas brothers...:(
yeah i know u have alot. ill comment urs too when i can. soo i remember u wanting to hang out on the fourth butta i cant. im going to indy with kye and his family. srry. kyle went today to take his test for the militery. yeah butta im bored and we have NO FOOD wat so ever at my house and im starving :(