Ach nothing much.
Drowning in a sea of exams.
I smell of coffee like 24/7 because of my job.
And I've gotten into the habit of admiring a really cute boy in my class.
Apart from alll those aha life is great :D
It is okay because friends come and go and the ones that are supposed to be your friends for life or a long time usually come around. It's bound to happen, not every single person that you are friends with are going to stay in your life, maybe they are meant to be in a small part of your life and then leave.
I get you, it's just sad when you mess up a potential relationship. haha it only happened to me once but I felt so stupid when my friends were like 'that was your chance to be with him!' my reaction was 'ooohhhh. I didn't know' XD so embarrassing. But even if we were together I don't think it would have worked out since he went into the military the next year (he was a year older than me) and I don't think a teenager can handle being away from their girlfriend or boyfriend for long periods of time. He is finally coming home after a few years so we are excited for that. :) I have kept in touch through facebook and he's still a great friend
It was torture though that my teacher knew which pushed me to tell my crush for months that I liked him..which I fucked up. My friends had to tell me that I messed it up haha he didn't talk to me for almost two weeks and started dating an older chick a month later, I was so broken hearted xD
I think it's great when the teacher teases ya because you have that bond with them that no body doesn't. The teacher is always relaxed and wants to have fun haha he even found out that I had a crush on the guy that I sat next to because a cousin of mine that I told wanted to meet my math teacher that me and his sister have and always talk about him, always comments on what a great teacher he was and wanted to meet him so he talked to him and told him and then my teacher was just pretending to give the boy a dreamy sigh and then mouthed that I liked him. I was so terrified that I told my friends that did know I liked him and we were just bugging him who told him and my crush was like 'who told who what?' XD I was like 'nothing important' haha
I don't know how to make layouts so I wouldn't know haha looks difficult though
haha you can come off like that. A teacher of mine said I was built like a man or walk like one because I am thicker and have broader shoulders. XD I know he was teasing but it did hurt my feelings when he said that, still one of my favorite math teachers though I talked to him a lot when I was in high school. He was the only one that saw through me and pointed out that I was all talk and no action when I was a teen. I was then but now I actually do what I am going to say lol