Yes.
And we must not run away from life, though at times we can run away from others living.
Which is good, cuz lord knows how long I can stand em.
And I must now ask the most important question of all, one placed high above all the others...what would Jesus do? :D
Yeah, I know. I know. But...I don't know, at the same time. I really love him, and I want to be with him, but I can't. It's too hard. He makes everything so hard. He always made me want to cry, and it's annoying and horrible that I still cry because of him. But he'll never know how much he affects my life. If he does, he doesn't show it. I love him, but I have to move on, no matter how much it hurts.
See, I broke up with Zach almost exactly a month ago, got together with this guy that I used to like but I don't anymore, I dumped him yesterday, and now all I can think about is how much I miss the old Zach. Cause he has changed. Immensely. It's so hard and does not make for an amazing Sarah, externally or internally.