It was a heat of the moment thing. I was saying shit the wrong way and ugh. I was just really upset, especially after talking to her for the first time and months and seeing first-hand how much she'd changed. And you were gone and I'd made you a thing and put it on my profile and...yeah. I feel like a megabitch now. :/ I'm sorry.
It's not like I [i]knew[/i] all of that. How was I supposed to know? kgjfdjgfdkl Jesus. What a wonderful way to spend an anniversary. Look, I'm sorry about your friend, but like I said, I didn't know. Can you really blame me for being upset? Especially after all the crap about Holly.
Hello. Um. You never told me you and Holly were speaking again. You also didn't tell me that Holly was a fucking bitch and would tell me to "shut the fuck up already." when I confronted her about starting the Asylum back up. And you also didn't tell me that you were starting that up again. If these are the kinds of things I find out on our anniversary...what else am I gonna find out on other days that are supposed to be amazing?
Oh...and you left me. Out of nowhere...thanks for that.
bwhaha. we do have so much in common. my friends calls me a freak because i just clean everything and kinda sing to myself, it helps so much and plus at the end i have a clean room.
jnbnkjndf. DUDE. you're seeing them on my birthday?! hot dayum chickaa. you should get alex to sing happy birthday for me and record it and then send it to me and i think i'll absolutely love you forever maddie. (:
are you my secret twin? i clean when i'm upset/depressed/sad/sick or in a weird mood. i cleaned, dusted, vacuumed, organized all of my closets. ahaha. i seriously think you're my long lost sister or something. :P
and i need to go. it could be my birthday present since i turn 17 on november 29th and the show is the 19th. :D i want to go SOOOO badly.
i went OCD and cleaned every single thing in my room and got rid of two garbage bag full of things. jdnlkd. i got rid of SO much. ahah. (: but my room feels less cluttered and i know where everything is.
OH, so november 19th, boys like girls, the maine, a rocket to the moon, and cobra starship are playing near me. i'm SO stoked. i really wanna go. (: mainly to see the maine. ahaha. :D
haha, well i'm hoping i never meet them while drunk. although that seems less likely. i'm going to see if they're playing any shows near me anytime soon. (:
hahaha. you met a drunk alex? that sounds pretty fricken epic. i want to meet them so bad. jndkflnbdkj. i need too. or i might cry someday. hopefully i'll be able to go to a concert when they come back to PA. (: i loveee those boys so much.
aha, we all are, love.
but i prefer the term 'hopeless romantic'.
it makes us sound much more poetic.
oh, i'm sure i would.
they sound fabulous, aha.
NOT YET, I'M DYING TO, THOUGH.
i adoredoredoredoredore to the millionth power joseph gordon-levitt.
i'm sort of addicted to the show [i]3rd rock from the sun[/i].
he was in it as a kid, and he was so friggin' funny, and now he's just hot.
drop dead gorgeous actually, but that's a minor technicality, aha.
omnomnom, spencer reid. both of them + zooey deschanel = (L)
i completely understand. certain stories are hard to finish, especially when you're in that different mindset. sometimes when i do things it absolutely kills me because its just not like it's some character, i feel their pain. sounds weird. but its true.
OMG. i would kill to hear that. i've seeeen him. i was so close to meeting him. D: SOOOOOO close. damnit. he's so cuteee up close. (:
hahaha. i always get emotionally attached to my stories. its hard for me NOT to cry. i always get all alsklmask about my stories. especially the sad chapters where someone gets hurt or dies, or break ups. you knowww. those things.
omgg, i love brittish accents the best though. i really do. (:
whats your contest about? ahah. (:
i'm thinking about writing another chapter. i'm addicted to my own new sequel. fjbklfndjk. currently, the love of her life almost died, and now he doesn't remember her, whatsoever. D: SAD. i cried writing that chapter.
i love anything with an accent. ahaha. i love southern accents, especially texas drawls. they are the cutest thing EVER. <3
I haven't had waffles in a long time.
Have you anything planned for today?