Emmie8787 / Comments

Good plan, learn to play hockey over the summer when it's warm and dry. XD

To be truthful I don't know what it's called, it's this long big assed word. When I was a kid my kidneys got attacked, and now there restoring themselves except insteading of stopping they kept growing cells I don't need. It's a viousous cycle. XD

Asthma and I have kidney problems don't really mix with a couple hours of pure running around.

Badminton and Volley ball I'm pretty good at thou. XD

You?

I prefer to actually be at the game then watching it on TV.

But for the most part, I'm not a sports fan.

I'm not a real hockey type girl, I can't skate so any sport that involves ice I tend to avoid.

But the majority of people I know, either go for the Pengs, The Maple Leafs or Montreal Canadians.

You?

Honestly I really don't care as long as it has four tires and working engine, I'm all set.

Yeah I know, Crosby is from Cole Harbour. Which is about a 20 minute drive from my house.

It's all anyone is talking about. Apparently he might be bringing the cup home with him. My dad's super hyped about that. XD

Exams are next week and then a week off from school and then the last day is on 29th.

Summer is almost here! Plus my birthday, in which I will be sixteen so drivers ed here I come.

That would majorly suck.

Atleast you have the summer?

anita, the person i want to be is the person im TRYING to b...its just not wrkin so wel. i mean, havent yu noticd the chang?? remembr last year?? 6th grade: i was a major major prep. i hung wit KAITLYN for cryin out loud!! i wore pink frilly cloths. 7th grade: ive startd wearin wat i used 2; jeans or shorts, and tshirts or tanks. the only make up i wear is eyelinr out of habbit. my voic is losin its squeak. im not a kaitlyn-clone anymore. im not completely changd yet...but im gettn ther. yu rly havnt noticd??

it's hard though. see, when people look at me, all they see is a creative writing major. they see the scars on my arms and legs, and they see my acne. they see that my hair is dyed. they see that i need glasses, and braces. they see that i have boring brown eyes. nothing special. they don't see anything important. but if they actually took the time to REALLY get to know me, they wouldn't even care about any of that anymore. they would actually see me for who i am. but i'm afraid they wouldn't like who i really am. so i keep her hidden under layers and layers of masks. i don't even know how to be that person anymore. so the truth is, i don't know who i am or what i want or where i'm going. i have no identity.

Even the man ones.

Tears of joy?

There's faces scrunch up and then they start breathing like there going to have a baby. XD

I WOULD, but no one would listen. They never listen. All they do is look at people and assume that they are what they look like. Read my first journal entry, and you'll understand what I mean. The person people see when they look at me...they person I'm sure YOU see when you look at me...that's not me. That's not the way I really am. If you can understand that...not many people do.

i WANT to do something drastic...but I never get a chance. Everyone just automatically asumes that all I do is write. They never stop to think that maybe I can do something else. It's the same with guys. They look at me and asume that I'm just like every other girl. Well, I'm not. I have a goal that I KNOW I can achiece...I just need a chance to try.

Probably would be fun to watch.

thx but its just not wat i like to do...i like to sing and thats what i wanna do in life. everyone might think that its just a crazy childhood dream that every kid has, but its not. i know that if people would give me a chance as a singer that i could make it go somewhere...i just need the chance to try.

Summer's almost here. =D

Turn red?

Really? That's harsh.

My grade eight class was terrible we got yelled at for atleast ten minutes of ever class. And then made one teacher have a breakdown who kept saying, "It's not my fault, it's yours."

Good times XD

idk we just are lol. because. and you know the most outragious thing?? my mom wont let me audition for vocal. she told me that i cant sing for shit and so i should just stay with writing. i hate her so much!! i never even wanted to audition for wriitng!! it was HER idea!! i wanted to do vocal, and i would've made it because im an honorary vocal major now and mr biggs heard me sing and told me so, but she wont listen!! fucking bitch!!

What do they do beat you with canes and call you names?

heyhey stupid nice pro pic lol
i h8 donnelly so much!! ugh she pisses me off!!