i feel simply awesome.....its totally freaky how i can so depressed one minute and so happy the next......and i owe it all to CHOCOLATE and PEPSI-SOON-TO-BE-EMPTY-SWITCHED-TO-COKEyay for the items that get me through the day whenever i have to money to purchase them...WOOOOOOyeahuh-huh uh-huh....you know the germans have a really funny languaage......every word that has an s in it sounds like a...

to be loved, used ,abused, delt with, left hanging, destroyed, hurt, iniallated, demolished, exhasted, unsure, insecure, neglected, disrespected, misspoken, silent, misunderstood, unfortunate, sick- to- your- stomach ,heart- broken, dissapointed, worried, uprooted, looked- down- upon, underestimated, rejected- from- the- world; outcasted....unaccounted for...inimportant, not- needed, mistreated,...

sharp like an edge of a samurai swordthe mental blade cut through flesh and bonethough my mind's at peace, the world out of ordermissing the inner heat, life gets colderoh yes, I have to find my pathno less, walk on earth, water, and firethe elements compose a magnum opusmy modus is operandi is amalgamsteel packed tight in microchipon my arm a sign of all-prothe ultimate reward is honor, not...

this is me.....putting effort into my journals.....to day is the day of november.....the fifth of november...........the day.....20 days befor thanksgiving.....this is also the day where im BORDED OUT OF MY MIND......and the day where i learned i suck at math......You see fellow mibbians......if Molly ate 4 cookies on monday, and 12 pizzas on tuesday, 48 sausage links on wdnesday, 612 Vanilla...

you know how it feels when everything you try to make happen in you life just turns to the worst crap karma can throw at you......thats how i feel.....or dont feel.....im quite numb at the moment....like my bod y is trying to help me cope with every situation i fell through today.....i cant even try to think about ask anyone with out jinxing myself.....i dont think anyon e cares though.....i...

show this to my school but i not sure how good it is......can the generous, all loving and omnipotent mibbians help?I waste my timeEvery once in a whileTo come say hiInstead i say good byeCoz no matter how long i stand thereLooking in your eyesYou will always walk away from meI'll alwawys wonder whyYet with the stars so brightIn the midnight skyI loose my self amoing themNever confidentNever...

....i gotta go now.....the rents force me to or else....so see ya....

I shall now weep at the feet of the many gods ive cursed....since i forgot my pass word....but now im back and my reign of Boredom shall end...WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOcurse my stupid brain......CURSE IT ,,,,,and hows it goings eh?*skips in joy..* "la la la lee laa"

thats right....i got all the info from wikipedia....but its still ot as good as reading the book..Still, i dont feel like bursting anymore....and i have some clue as to what happens.....HOW DAREW THEY KILL DOBBY.....dobby rocksand Xenophilius...is a VERY cool name...even if i did mispell it*giggles**giggles more*HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHAH

okay....now i just feel bad....i decided to go on the military post today....shouldnt take more than, oh, thirty minutes give or take....yeah. right.i get to the bus stop and some german guy turns up....me: this bus go to vilseck?guy: blah blah blah blah...amber...sulzbah...vilseck..me: vilseck?guy:...ja ja...come on i take you to ambergme: WHAT....no vilseck....VIL-SECKguy: *closes the bus door...

heyy....(you continue from here)

okay...so you peel the potatoes...and ill chop the lettuce....either way....well still get a tossedsalad with home made ranch dressing....*wink*.....

in a heart so evil darkness does dwella horrible story the pulse does tella terrible binding the blood does makean oath nearly impossible to breakevery day another day that this heart does beatevery year another year that this heart does cheatevery breath another breath that ensures life....in a heart so evil darkness does dwellin a soul so cruela prophecy does swell

heyy....why everybody icons look like question marks.....dont tell me theres a ban on having those too.?

Je wuz here

Which came first...the chicken or the egg....?

i must go to my feeding

here eating plums and whatever pther edible object foolishly crossing my path from kitchen to computer....this has no real significance....but i'd say it anyway....*chomps plum*

Hello children....do you want to play with my........,,,,,,....................... CHinCHillaH...?Or maybe you want to enjoy a refreshing cup of .....tea....how bout a cookie.....and a caffinated carbonated king of drinks....(coke)or maybe.........you wish to throw a tomatoe at your screen....because we' are ultimately bored....

i'm gonna go break and enter into my room of ultimate confusion now...